benny's life

2009-10-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

sian la wtf 1st day of sch .
STILL IN holiday mood.
pei gf go sch early.
reached at 8+ den she go class.
stone play psp wait till 9.40 den ji xuan came.
after awhile gf class finish. meetup wif her frens at cafe 2
cafe 2 eat halfway.
the problematic guy come.
time 2 settle daiji.
so lame la . its like so long liaox. i don feel wats dere 2 b angry about or settle. cause its like blog stuffs.
tink oso can 4get liaox lo.
so i dono wtf the guy trying 2 tell us. all i noe dat time its his fault lolx.
but wadever lahx. i jus straight tell him simple. pang sua lohx oso so llong already since u oso apologise.
sadly the ting i hate the most is. the way he tok 2 ppl. swing his hand , point point point. u tink u wad?pit bull? *We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn.* if u got see the MV. i summore dat time seh seh 1. fucking tired. cant even bothered 2 tink wad 2 say 2 u.
fine nvm sua don care le.
after dat go class.. HEY meetup wif frens.
oni alex nvr come sch.
chit chat in class.
hearing the teacher toking about same safetiness tingy about losing ur finger insurance tingy.
cant b bothered too.
den unexpected end class at 12+ suppose to b 3 or 5pm
the daiji bring up again. when my gf called.
woooo i rush down.
den she tell me donnit do anything.
ok lohx.
anyway i tink settled liaox. so i cannot say summore.
den sit down dere hear story from ivan .
all went TM.
ate kfc.
samuel pop out from nowhere. lolx!
chit chat awhile wif us. den gone and left 2 find his fren.
some went home. oni my guys n my gf.
stone at mac . tok rot . luff till peng . stupid pek pek LOLX
quite late liaox. all go home.
fall asleep at gf hse.
wokeup sian diao already.
go home . claim money from dad.
wanna go cut hair and rebond . I CANNOT STAND the curl anymore.
well im gonna stop here .
LOOKING 4ward for 15oct CLUB at power hse! xD if u nid tickets RESERVE WIF ME NOW . its on thursday! age 16 and above~

2009-10-09T12:55:00.000-07:00

Finally changed the skin omygoodness.
don really wanna blog.. cause i no gd camera phone..
i will get 1 soon when im working zz.

well holidays. boring eh. spend money. no job . no money den rot..
actually got job le but . waiting for it to start.. it had some delay..
holiday haven finish already wu daiji. yawns. same old problem.
retard...
anyway.

my results gpa 2 lolx. its like pass liddat oni o well.
following sch times tables. sucks! the ending time became worst.
alot of 5pm lesson end .
tonning alot.
sleeping time screwed!.
im heading 2 slp.
angeline don tink so much =]

to my wai mun . i love you ♥

2009-08-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

Updating time...
few days ago..
clubbing at supper sucks
dam stuffy.
alot music nvr play.
dance floor no space 2 dance.
dance halfway keep kanna move by ppl getting out.
kanna bang summore.
got malays fighting inside.
finish liaox oso gt fight.
1st time dance till headache n so tired. too stuffy.
after that get 2 know quite a number of new ppl.

3 days ago...
had a VERY FUCKING bad conflict wif my mom
i cant stand her anymore really.

2 days ago.
slept 3 hours.
wokeup went 2 sch.
kanna chase out by teacher.
cause of my hair...
dam pissed off
make me go all the way 4 sch den u ask me go home.
i almost shouted at her.
lucky i can tolerate.
after that i fucking shag.
but i pei ji xuan ,henry and jerrald go ochard shopping
go liaox. manage 2 get ji xuan facial sample.
met arron chit chatted awhile at far east super cuts
tried walking the new mall.
totally nth.
we almost walk the whole ochard den dam shag.
sit down dere liaox dowan move.
the chair dere very comfortable lolx.
meanwhile my gf gimme a call
ask me go paya lebar and eat.
pei her go eat lohx.
den at mrt i already very peng already wana fall asleep le.
reached paya lebar. go the dono wad plaza eat.
after that travel bak 2 her home.
took a nap.
den few hours later i wokeup.
i was feeling as though i was having fever.
really not feeling well le this time.
den i heard the conflict about my mom kanna complain 2 my gf mom.
more worst right.
i felt everything jus crushing down on me.
plus even currently shes unstable wif me le.
so forced myself 2 slp
wokeup about 7 times halfway very irritating summore got headache.

yesterday...
wokeup about 2pm or 3
still feeling the same but a little bit better
stone play psp whole day till at night.
dad took me home at 10pm.
washup .
keep on feel like slping ~_~
4got took panadol before i left.
went out at 12am+ took night rider wif her to watch GI joe
at cineleisure.
its really a nice action movie.
to me its even better transformers.
part 2 faster out lolx.
anyway before that. manage 2 caught a walking mickey mouse wif 8 dollars.
its dam cute. if oni i haf the pic. its in her fone.
and after that i don wanna say anymore.
its jus my fucking suay month -_-
im awaiting wats nxt. im afraid i cant take it anymore.

2009-08-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

Tuesday nvr go school
u know why.?
hahax Sunday. 4pm wokeup dota dota
den i 4gotten wad i did. all i knew was i ton the whole night dotaing untill
6am den i order mac eat breakfast wif my gf.
den after dat i sent her go sch..
reach home liaox she tell me don slp cause she wan go out ma
so again dota dota dota LOlx
den when she finish class liaox she in the end dowan go out le.
caught she bought a card reader to dat can put themes in her DS.
ok 4pm at my hse le. den i continue dota dota dota none stop while she fell asleep
when i helping her to put themes in her DS
den 10+ le she wakeup or cannot remember la.
den i still dota siax xD
den i toook cab 2 her hse den slep at 12am
sleeeeep deepp sleep nvr even bother 2 wakeup dats hw i missed sch.
wokeup 5.30+ den i sms my buddies i wokeup liaox! lolx.
1st time i hog on the com for so long not even sleeping.

Wednesday .
i wokeup.
at my gf home.
9.40am. fucking shag. i straight away change to my uniform den followed her go to sch
nvr bath. wa my hair was dam messy and oily.
pei her go canteen wait for Lingling to come. bought food 2 eat. missed xtra lesson which start on 11am.
12pm met superman outside class. sit outside play psp wait for teacher 2 come.
so in class. wa theory lesson she dump us 1 worksheet. was so fucking restless i don even wanna do it. sit down dere play psp wif superman den chit chat wif the rest . pure slacking siax.
after dat theory lesson. new project. almost done. i better finish by tmr den friday donnit com sch wahahaha its like 4 days hols including national day :)
o well if that is i finish it tmr.
so after sch 5.30pm
chit chatted wif henry n sotong . o well
den reach home 7+ liaox. change everything.
tried to called my babe up. shes asleep fine.
i giveup i even keep asking her little sister to wake her up but failed. nvm i owe u 1 ice cream wen LOLX ty.
den i jus went out alone wif alex to plaza sing.
he wanna go catch ting ma. so here goes.
first $6 catching the big elephant failed.
helped him catched a stich wif $1. consider help la cause. i position it for him. den let him press.
after dat another we tried another few times on the elephant still cannot. ok den i go play MT awhile.
Won nagoya champion again!
last 2 tokens.
went to tried catch the elephant again.
positioned for him again WA HE CAUGHT LEH !
at dat time i feel very gao wei le. he got catch to bring home.
but im getting nth OMG.
so i tried. same method try to get the elephant.
i gotta admit alex lucky number 8 is dam gd. lolx! cause he caught it wif 8 seconds.
ALOT of times almost caught siax wtf!
i tried till $20 den luckily this auntie she see me ke lian waste $20 liaox.
sooo she open the machine. adjust the catching hook. grabbed the pig (mus change the pig to get elephant de). den she use her hands to force it down the reward hole den WALA.
everyone was starring siax. dey mus tinking y he so gd one she help him! lolx! dam pai seh man. really thank her man or else i really waste my cash zzz
so later alex tried catching another ting. he got another cat xD . as usual keep trying. den dey give chance lohx put nearer to the reward tingy den he caught... waaa lao! he $24 dollars caught 3 ting me leh pathetic $20 1 elephant. but dere got bonus i manage to get another stich by luck =]
well i believe dere will b another outing liddat again hahax.
so after that.
i went 2 play jubeat awhile.
met his fren at zone X.
His ddr ,jubeat ,audition all this tinking is godlike man.
(jubeat) evans almost S my goodness. almost aall the songs SS. his really pro man.
say goodbye~
went to mac eat.
den we both go home with our big plastics x.x
reached home.
feeling tired.
im suppose to go find my gf.
but so many things to bring.
very lazy go ._. im sry.
i believe she asleep now cause i haven recieve any call yet.
but im sure shes gonne be angry cause im suppose 2 b at her place now . well o shyt.
so sry dear x.x
someting moody jus came up ~__~
well guess im stopping here i better think i shud get going or slp at home sigh.

2009-08-02T11:54:00.000-07:00

Heys.
its sunday~
wokeup 4pm.
chin fong ask me out buy bag wif him. but sry la not free. tmr i can lolx . but well nvm le .
told nathson n alex of something very LOLEDX =X
went out wif parents for dinner 6pm+ wif my babe
gd thing lolx
well my bro is in NS. so..
yea dey kinda nid 2 tok 2 me since my bro nt arnd very often. only when he bookout most likely weekends bahx.
well quite alot of problems wif my maid.
she kinda backstab me o well i don care anyway.
ate western food~ fish n chips <3
alex called and asked wanna meet up. (last minute plan)
after that go my babe hse.
wait 4 her 2 change
left to meet alex n his babe at plaza sing
went to daiso bought her screen protector again. cause ytd she paste wrongly i tink or izzit nt nice lolx.
sad psp screen protector sold out. $2 oni siax
wonder when got stock.
vivo 1 oso sold out.
went arcade.
tried catching tings hahax
caught a small mini mouse.
alex caught nth =x try harder!
played MT.
sit n mac n rot.
actually wanted to ton. but the gals gotta go home cause dey got sch tmr
and WE DON HAF =D
cause tmr is 2nd batch of ppl taking test .
hoo den now at home .
dota dota dota wif alex wahaha .
stopping here.

2009-08-01T13:50:00.000-07:00

WOW LONG GONE LOLX im bak!
Updates...
3 years relationship . keep going on~ <3
bought DS for her already.
psp batt cover spoil.
stress.
fucktup. so many problems coming.
school sian.
family sian.
i just cant trust them anymore. (other ppl)
sometimes its better 2 b not so close 2 a person . (HUMAN PROBLEM) pek cek dis 1.

well i've not been blogging ever since a very long ago shyt wif my girlfriends group .
a blogging fight den so many bullshyt.
i seriously see liaox oso like wtf i should'nt blog till tings r down
well tings down n gone wadever
i hope not hear any shyt from it.
even if it does come up again aiya don giva dam i cant b bothered
so life goes on.
very fucktup pass 2 weeks

well i would'nt wanna tok abt it.
anyway jus nw i from woodlands travel all the way 2 tiong bahru
cause my grandads bday mah. cause wad i heard from my mom is jus attend his bday.
den when i reach his hse liaox horx. i gif her a call. whr r u. (hilton hotel) i was
like wtf! whrs dat. OCHARD dad told me. n i was wif my shorts n t shirt.
my mom said she made clear wif me saying (ah gong bday hilton.) u tink i b bothered 2 take note of the hilton when she like nvr face 2 face speak 2 me likes... from downstairs or quite a distance. wa laox. so its like fine wadever i dowan go le. so i go all the way dere jus 2 eat a choco cone ice cream f3.
ok called alex. lolx i told him wad happen while his dating wif his babe at suntec. dowan bother dem hahax.
go bak find gf . 2 hours waste from woodlands.
go PS 2gether wif babe . bought stickers for her DS.
go arcade . dam sianed. play maximum tune. vs wif my babe. waiting 4 ppl join in the end all humji wtf -_- waste my time
go mac eat
den now at home
dota dota dota
audi . (2 weeks mia LOlx) too busy liaox
ange kanna own AHAHAHA
anyway yesterday.
i had practical exam ma.
den i super scared to switch on the circuit. cause if got wrong got like burnt smell POP sound mini explosion well i dono. nobody burn anything dat day beside JERRALD AHAHAH u burn ur resistor LOlx.
ok teacher check liaox so wad.?
later some of the wire nvr put properly oso will kanna siax.
den im like blur blur doing my paper.
i do finish 1st part liaox i stone dere still tinking wad 2 do.
den my teacher straight away tell me U FINISH LE La u still doing 4wad LOLx
finished paper liaox den forced gf to away don follow me cause.
i wanna surprise her.
travel bugis wif henry n ji xuan (1st time hangout wif sotong siax)
LOlx chit chat, shopping den go home.
we 3 eyed on a clothing we wanna buy for the upcoming underage event le.
planning to buy it asap before the party xD.

well no pics. u guys shud noe my dis handphone camera CMI.
den apologies about dat day the PICNIC tingy. didnt make it.
3D movies EXPENSIVE! wearing a black spectacle in the cinema (my experience inside is)
eyes pain. abit hard 2 see.
mus take the specs halfway.
cause like eye pain =x
so i wun really wanna watch 3d shows liaox hahax.
but overall avr 2 me =]
well guess im stopping here.

2009-07-09T01:31:00.001-07:00

OMG i nvr blog so long u know why hahaha

Updates...
-celebrated birthday of francesca and tricia (last few weeks)
-Clubbed but didnt went to the nvrland party at PH
-cause i went msia wif my babe from friday to monday
-some frens r drifiting away
-some r contacting back
-intending to start selling some plushies dat my babe caught at arcades so maybe i will open a blog shop soon but i nid time .
-sorry nathson for not putting ur link asap hahahax (dude, relax u shud noe why)
-job interview FAILED twice ( i don care le )
-money issue still unstable
-sorry for those people that i still owe

school reopen liaox
getting busy already how 2 blog..
i dowan use my free time blog or else oso no time for myself
well at least now got free time lahx hahax. cause im home early.
summore i missed first 2 days of sch..
1st one was i tot youth day bo sch
2nd one is i could'nt wakeup den i ask my teacher if write parents letter can excuse the 2 days den cannot siax wtf.. den my gf can no fair
ah den wadever lohx den my attendance drop to 79% already .
letter sent to notice my parents (my teacher told me)
o wadever lahx -.- i haven recieve yet LOlx
i cannot change my slping time untill now!
keep sleeping like 3-6AM
den mus wakeup 6am go to sch..
so hard. i rather everyday late abit den go hahahax.
at least got attedance rite.
den nxt thursday MOE coming to my class for dono wad shit
wtf den i nida cut my hair lehx.
i already intending to keep long.
well im still thinking shud i go cut my hair anot.
and this term i keep telling myself.
i wanna at least do well.

anyway at msia
shopped some fake brand stuff lolx
if u wanna see . well u find me u will see me using it lolx .
food dere r good . sg cannot find dis kind of food de .
especially the KFC there .
instead of cheese fries become cheese wedges siax.
den got a deluxe version wif xtra pizza cubes of cheese n some pizza sauce wa veh nice.
den the crispy chicken become spicy chicken lolx. more spicy n ordinary.
saw BY2 at 1 of the malls.
fixed psp analog .
gotta admit things dere is can say cheap le
didnt haf enuff slp for so many days till now.
well actually alot of things happen lahx lazy write down
i confirm will fall sick 1 of this days if this carry ons.
well actually didnt take much pictures cause u know. i haf a very lousy fone. oni my babe haf a gd camera fone.
so i didnt really take alot of photos.
oni got alot of photos of us when we took on the bus ride.
the 1st bus ride going dere was alright lahx like very fast reach there liddat.
2nd bus ride going home was dam shit. my pepsi bottle spilled on my sit. cant even lie back properly n slp.
super uncomfortable for the whole ride.
PLus the bus ride was like 10 hours plus to reach bak. no like the 1st one was like 7hours
but wadever it is .
i find it more like i pei my babe going msia lolx.
love you babe

2009-06-22T14:43:00.000-07:00

Updates of me
well nth much..
trying 2 get a job
zouk party was nt underage.
n some pics of me n my babe

before today, pass 4 days...
well have been tonning outside for dis 4 days..
ton wif man yu wif her bf n cousins .
went mustafa .
ate tim sum.
lan at park lane for the 1st day.
den the nxt 3 days.
well had some bad times .
quarrelled wif gf till quite bad .
well took cab to ochard cine watch movie .
bought movie tickets.
tried catching and she 1 *1 dollar* try got dis DAM unxpected i tot cannot catch one .

actually is a huge frog den change to this pillow

watched *drag me to hell*
fucking lame show.. Ridiculous show really!
u noe when the part the girl getting rdy to leave her house put the button inside the ah ma grave... she searching for tings ma... the ah ma suddenly appear n put her hand inside her mouth dat part..
i was drinking my coke den kanna shock sia wtf =.=
den she kanna squash den eye ball pop out. ok stupid lolx .
den funny part is the ppl behind us watching dey very joker.
beginning the ah ma suddenly in car dey say she david coperfield dono how 2 spell lahx den i jitao luff LOLX .
den last part. when the lama monster coming liaox hor.. total silence den jus nice when its going 2 comeout some 1 ringtone ring sia *chinese song* den all LUFF LOLX den make the show not even scary more like funny siax... but to me its a stupid show .
don even noe y some ppl say nice wtf .
in the end the woman oso die -.-
after movie walk to parklane den chiong lan till 6+
take bus go home slp .

following days same...
oni dat day i tink saturday izzit ya.
took nightrider to cine .
watch the pelham..
quite a cool show got meaning lolx. quite nice.
den after dat same ting

Next day. Sunday..
celebrates fathers day by going to timbre..
7pm whole family go out dere wif my gf
ate dinner..

smoked salmon salad lolx bright flash
it was dark dere cause its like a bar .

grilled chicken wif marsh potato

pizza *recommended if u go dere*
really nice especially the cheese

oni got after8 pic.
den drank dono wad tequila *bro recommended me like got crushed ice inside de* ,after 8, tequila pop~
listen 2 some band play/sing.
gf was dam bored so sorry.
after dat i DAM smelly cause i nvr suck the lemon.
keep burping can keep smelling the tequila like wa lao
den send gf home.
go home dota dota dota wif alex n kevin + his frens.
slp.

Today...

went to amk ask for arcade zone x job.
dey say will gimme a call hopefully will call me bak im abit despo for a quite gd job.
didnt played arcade dere.

if anyone plays maximum tune tell me . 2gether play hahax.

we went shopping. actually shop for gf makeup.

but amk don haf.

travel to bugis.

got her stuff.

den arcade.

eat mac.

my gf caught a cat lolx at bugis arcade

cute eh she so lucky lolx but cannot say liddat actually she got skill got so many liaox 1 day i take photo show u half of her collection she caught n put at my home

o-o lolx

oh ya! i actually met jeremy at mrt wad a coincidence xD.

well anyway after that travel back to my home.

she fell asleep so fast.

went to dota wif alex n kevin again.

den go audi chit chat wif audi frens.

n now blogging.

n wtf i actually wasted my time blogging . i actually blog finish liaox.

i press back space EVERYTHING GONE

and im doing the whole thing again wtf

o well wadever lahx.

later going butter factory.

heard got h1n1 case dere. but i tink is the last week case lahx...

now shud b nothing wrong i hope

tickets 25dollars cause got a famous djay from asia going down.

yea! hopefully got nice songs to go high.

ok thats it finally finished .

To My Girl: Love You babe! <3

2009-06-16T15:11:00.000-07:00

Clubbing at arena yesterday...

wokeup slack till 2+
last minute noticed meeting up at clark quay at 7pm
bring gf to her home
quarrelled..
settled with each other
hurry to clark quay reached arnd 8++
meet up wif gf frens
walk 2 arena and bought ticket from arron
after awhile went to pick henry up from centre mall
hurried back to the queue and got in wif henry
than inside meet up wif alex and his group
den the beginning was like all the rock n hardcore songs
RAWRRR SCREAM blalalrarara lolx
i oni know 1 song from first to last dono wad title
den the rest was like so sian jus stand n slack
waiting for the party to start
so its like from 10 we wait wait till 11++
den the 1st song started
its was boring lahx.. all the hip hop kind of song
not my type though
so after awhile around the middle was alrite already the song
everyone starting to get high liaox
i was dancing all the while wif my gf lahx...
den after awhile i went bak 2 stick wif my guys
den my girl was so called *FREE*.
this guy wearing specs abit toot lahx
he was behind her dancing.
den my gf was like dance till very hot lahx wif her frens den from my view is like wth the guy wan grine her right. he was already dancing close wif her le. as in the guy behind her lahx.
i was over dere telling my frens "i see how long i can dong" den i was watching while dancing lahx... 20 seconds den i jitao cannot take it i jus rush in quite a distance la... squeeze through dem den push the guy away by using my back... den his frens were like starring at me. cause I DIAO him mahx wahahaha but really bueh tahan siax.
mean while party goes.
worst part is one of alex fren , my buddy lahx nathson he yo ar yo sio di ho! wif the other people at the dance floor . den i tink he quite near the stage in front den the bouncer heard. den suay suay pick him siax... dey jitao take dis very bright light on and flash at him.. den dis quite big size bouncer moehug head 1 grab his neck siax like wan strangle him liddat. den he push away his head.. den he grab his back of his neck n drag him away den i was like wtf!. den i ask the rest like go ask wad happen lahx oso in the end nobody follow me =..= den ok lohx. tink oni alex followed when i go ask lolx the rest enjoying i tink. den i ask the moehug guy lahx den he say u his fren! u come wif me .
ok lohx i followed him
den at 1 bar section corner la nobody 1. think oni the bouncers dere get deir drink dis n dat.
den the guy tink abit malay or mix blood lahx.. he come DAM near me .
like super dam near face 2 face like wanna fight dat kind and tell me u DI tao izzit
den i reply wth? i oni wan to know wad happen right den he keep on saying same ting n bueh song kua me . i kua bak lohx... den like
no point right keep starring each other den i keep saying back the same thing... but i relax lahx if not he throw me out or punch me liaox LOLx
den i think dey brought nathson out den he was beside me le dat time.. den i ask him wad u do.. he say he po lohx
den i jus say ok lohx my frens fault ok den JUS liddat oni lehx? den nth liaox
wtf is their problem siax . really attitude problem i oso nvr say i tao or wad jitao come shoot me dis question.
ok den after that he abit no mood le i guess. but o well party goes on~
but i really enjoyed the last part . whole group 2gether dance last song very cute hahax
so after party go 7/11 get drinks . den we drink finish the big gulp liaox keep refilling like free flow siax LOLx
den we actually plan 2 lie down on the road when got no car
it was my idea lahx... den suay suay 3 guys wif me lie down liaox hor
police come WTF lolx den kanna say and screen us lohx luckily dey not dose kp police who scold fuck/ccb wadever lahx. dey tok manly.
walk walk to centre den we took photo *whole group*
den continue walkwalk to china town den halfway dey go into the INTERNet cafe shop
they ji xiao the indian boss say can watch porn anot
the boss reply 1 hour $4 LOLX
i tink haven even load finish lohx the porn. if so.
pcc oso not even 1 hour hahahax!
walked to mac.
eat breakfast.
halfway 4 of dem left..
den we camp outside mac on music wif our psp/handphone *wif additonal speakers*
dancing lolx practising shuffle tatonic jumpstyle~
dance till all tired liaox sit down slack chit chat, send song
den it was i tink almost 6+ liaox den all take mrt n bus go home~
well i go home lahx.. i went home wif my gf n i slept over dere
well its quite boring lahx at arena... Power house more fun
but im looking forward to go this friday zouk =]

2009-06-13T11:13:00.000-07:00

Updates of me...
im nt same anymore
secondary sch life really suck so glad im out of it!
i throw n smash my phone *too pissed* went out of mind... *quite long ago le*
well had a spare fone... but no gd camera le =.=
new friends in sch... *2 family*
family 1 the poker xD starting wif alex (spades) jerrald (hearts) yun kai(clubs) me (diamonds) ji xuan,henry,superman blalalal all joker lahx...
family 2 is known from my gf de dats hw im link 2 dem de
lolx cant even remember who is who la dono wad got mother dis n dat lolx.. wadever lahx... but the names r . tricia , evelyn , man yu , yi min , geradyn , ling ling and my gf
i tink got more now lohx. i cant remember such a BIG family so fast produce siblings one F3.
plus dere r outside frens too especially when the day alex took me to club for the 1st time wahaha its really fun... get to know alot ppl too... too many le..
and other frens related from the girls too , sebas, alfred and more lahx

well about my relationship.. its hard though i still love her..
its been 2 years 10 months already
things this few days arent going well.. my left eye keep on twikking or moving.
i nid a job.. its hols and i feel bad keep spending my dads money like that
interview failed... no feedback anyway.
even my frens r not doing well... i wont say the names but o well..

the day i went club...
i rememebered i ton the day before den i slept 4 hours.. wokeup n rot
prepared to meet alex
rush out of house to mrt.
4got to bring my wallet when i reached there
alex paid for my ticket first wahaha ty
luckily my gf haven leave yet.. well 4got to mention shes going but not wif my group
so she took my wallet for me <3
meet up wif alex , nathson, vinson or winson dono la and arron on train
den after dat reach there got even more ppl.
cant remember all + lazy say the names.
den wait wait wait at power house outside for so long .
we cut queue den more friends join us cut queue
met my sec sch bro/mates sylvest and his friends
i even saw billy lolx and some other malay EXbartlyans
my gf n her group came 2 cut wif us.
my group friends oso cut den like link to so many ppl den cut cut cut till Lolx alot ppl sia. those behind us piss off though.
so everyone started cutting queue .
started waiting outside from 10
went in at 1++
went in liao 1 of the gals step on my shoe lace
fine i went to tie it up
i stand up all gone wtf
i so lost sia 1st time club i lost my group
okok wait wait wait
till alex come pick me up
when reach the dance floor i jus start dancing..auto de lolx
gd experience. its really fun! looking forward to go more.
but got my limits la.
anyway clubbing is like wad i expected to be lahx so not really very bIg deal though hahax
after club went to ton wif the group *brought my gf along la*
get to the know the group more.
went to eat mac.
go home dota n slp
n so powerful that my gf n tricia did went to sch dey didnt even slp O_O

yesterday...
well didnt go sch cause its like last day of sch to hols mahx. didnt even bother to go... too tired le.. cause pass few days i didnt haf enuff slp + napha leg aching dis n dat... but anyway at least i manage 2 finish my project so. hah nvm
wokeup dota dota -.-
rot .
took a nap from 8 to 10 .
den we go amk meet up wif man yu n her cuzzy sebas
bought movie tickets. went arcade to play awhile
watched ghost of girlfriends... its a really nice show to me . meaningful ^^ .
tonned at mac playing cards.. n chit chat about man yu's personal stuff
well tried to help but... she would'nt wanna listen soooo ya lohx cant help.
man yu's mom send me n my gf to serangoon bus stop..
pei my babe till the earliest bus comes...
well i followed n company her till 7
went home bath/dota .
9+ slp

here comes day 2
wokeup 1+
felt super shag like WTF i wana go bak slp..
cannot lahx got outing lolx so...
called gf and she was wif man yu, yi min, geraldyn
den i actually wanted to go bak slp
but im suppose 2 meet sebast lahx. so i wakeup.
straight on com to keep myself awake.
bath/chk some stuff on net
eat left hse and reached city hall at 3+
well sebast 1st one to b dere im 2nd
den tricia
den the rest...
went to IT fair visited man yu's BF den problem 1 *personal*
den geraldyn meet up wif her bf.
den here comes 2nd problem BOOM *personal* made the whole group so FUCKING pissed off
its embarrasing for all of us dat something happen liddat lahx
but i was really really very fume up to the xtreme cannot stand that thing..
after problems
was like dinner time already.
geraldyn n tricia left.
den the rest of us went to eat KFC.
head to arcade! play maximum tune .
den playplayplay till gonna close le
chiong for last train
pei gf go home
lazy go home so now im at her house blogging xD hahax
well wadever it is i wish dose who haf the problems cheerup and hopefully things will get better
there is always a solution to this things =]

2009-06-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

o great long time no blogging.... its time 2 do some updating to dis really really really dam rusted web page... well it starts like this... im in simei ite.. well its really sucks on 2009 as u see many disaster is happening even to myself... my own problems r somehow increasing, but luckily Ite is slackish enuff ^^ so mean while i had pass many inresistable fuckish days...

well had a number of frens going on in ite... really nice n gd ppl... some are REALLY WEIRD dam weird seriously

and 2day is the worst... im not gonna say much... jus fuck the days hopefully i don hafto go through this kind of shit in my life again which most likely will HAPPEN again

seriously jus ignore all the past post... if u wanna read go ahead... is so dam long ago liaox...theres a big difference between my last time n now

2008-02-15T22:27:00.001-08:00

Valentines over!... next stop block/blog test liaox -.-

time so tight right...
btw about valentines was quite pai seh 2 bring the stuff 2 school lahx but...
well my frens said is ok 2 b pai seh cause is worth it (:

well i bought this for her..
and ELLE purse..cause she really like it so. yea i intended 2 buy her the swatch watch valentines day dat 1 mahx but was tinking i rather get someting she like ..
so i bought dis... but i had quite a hard time buying this -.-
cause i went 2 bugis wanted to buy it from the wallet shop.. no stock sia...
den lucky i ask dem call the other outlets ah...
city hall and marina square don have oso lehx...
jurong who wanna go so far... den luckily tempines have so yea i travelled all the way there jus to buy it ...
the original price was 128 but got discount lolx become 116 dono why oso .
but good lohx cheaper xD

well in school was really happy when she gave me a so called chocolate cake lahx...
sadly she 4got to took photos of it ... it really looked dam nice lahx...
but yea i forced myself 2 eat all cause.. i wan the sweetness she gimme xD...
but is really dam hard 2 eat IS DAM SWEET (whoever tried the choco in school) so it makes it hard 2 eat but... is worth it <3>

haix but now... is time 2 clear up all the wadever stuff i owe teachers...
over busy wif valentines day dat i dump everything aside -.-
mus cut my hair lahx...
mus complete d&t homework....
study blogtest.. and other homework lahx .. takes days 2 finish

lolx jy me!! xD

2008-02-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

Tmr is Valentines Day!!

ahx.. 2day actually very rushy day... was outside wif my dar , pei ngoh , and peiling.. me n my dar at 1st go meet up wif the gals at bugis mahx... which was like quite late liew 6 i tink.. den dey ate dinner liaox... and bugis got nth 2 do mahx.. wif school U cant go arcade oso lolx....so dey wanna go park way . my dar wanna collect some stuff ma... so we go all e way 2 parkway den collect and haf dinner...but the gals eat le so dey watch us eat x.x

after dat we split up as in me n my dar went off 1st den the gals still wanna walk walk arnd parkway mahx.. so we left...den i wasnt 100% prepared for my V day yet.. i still haven buy flowers at dat time lehx... so i decided on spot go buy rose lahx... so. i went 2 the nearest florist ah... 1 rose $10 -.- but is nice lahx.. but i didnt buy.. i wanna go 2 my house area buy.. cause it should b cheaper but not as nice la xD but nvm...but i was panicking cause when we were on bus was like 9pm liaox sia... den i felt dam gan jiong .i was afraid the stall close den i cannot buy... den my 90% rdy cannot 100% T__T

so went i reach my home area... dam heng the stall was like packing in their flowers oni... so luckily i bought a rose xD $5.. half price sia.. packed summore xD

well relief ~~~~ and 100% rdy xD
i sound so budget LOLX but the gift is dam ex la..

so when i was on my way home.. i called miss lee (my form teacher) to tell her about my hair HEAD HAIR.. cause my hair too long mahx..no time 2 cut my hair also i spend the pass few days preparing my V day and she wanted 2 cut my hair in school -.- so.. i so called beg her lahx.. not 2 cut and yea~ success =]

i got home~ fast get ready to wrap the gift... and my WRAPPINg skills suck.. i jus anyhow jus wrap it up n scotch tape it lolx!

and yepx rdy for tmr hahax

2008-02-12T04:18:00.000-08:00

wa is time 2 put some life to dis blog ... dead too long le... ahahx
o wells

ahx about life.... i realise seconday 3 life is so dam slack.. and here comes sec 4.. not an easy life anymore.. i hardly even haf time for myself sometimes...but as long i haf her i b fine =]

homeworks n everything... is like everyday haf 1 sia.. and D&T needs alot of time to do ... and since im always out i nvr really touch my homework n stuff till it stacks like a pile of fucking junk -.- den must slowly clear .. haix well i nida sort my time 2 clear it asap..

ahx meanwhile.. 2day i jus went 2 shop for valentines day.. alone shopping -.- i don really wanna put wad i bought yet. later she knows xD.. but erm.. i went to a *place* somewhr.. i wanna buy dis item... and it doesnt haf stock.. den aiya mus travel all e way 2 tempines n buy dat *item* xD den i got home.. but i didnt get 2 see her later she see my gift.. i dont wanna spoil the V day.

well im 90% done wif my shopping i left wif 1 more ting xD and.. i will b bringing 2 school bahx =] hahax

well guess some life is added to the blog =]

2007-10-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

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2007-09-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

waaaa eoy 2 more weeks nia
HOW SIA STUDY LAHX
but im abit slacking le... trying 2push myself 2 study....
hahax btw 2day quite ok lahx... stay in bak in sch till 3.30+ jus 2 study

den after dat folo huihong ,hui ying,sam sam, hui ling , lydia ,wai mun and me
go eat prata at dono where la prata house or someting zit lolx... den had lunch dere was quite filling lahx... ate 3pratatatatatatas den slack arnd.... well eh aiya nth much 2 write lahx.. lazy go 2 detailed... no phone to take picture also T-T my n73 ahhhhhx
haix well tink dats it marn~
JY SEC 3's ppl don repeat dis year... repeating suck!!!
PLUS ME STUDY HARD AHHHH

2007-09-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

hah sianx...no phone no picture no message no outside contact
wa sucks man... i dono when i gonna get a new phone oso...
feel guilty asking my parents buy me another phone sia...
haix... well studies....Social studies wa sian...i tink tmr test cmi sure fail sia
i see the paper got 3 question full of crap wa... i see oso dowan memorise
but haix bobian still mus suck some of it in my brain

haiya....aint ez finding another blog skin...
so far i tink leave it liddat nicer....others like so dull n dark...
well white n simple shud b gd... best leave it liddat f3

haiya liddat hen xian... no pictures to put in n update some stuffs lolx well aiya wadever lahx signout time~
lalalahx n blalalahx~

2007-09-15T12:31:00.000-07:00

hahx long time no blog... btw this month really suck man... most unluckiest de... every shit tingy is coming
FUCK
the worst is my nokia N73 kanna stolen in school
wtf la... i was like left my fone in the bag... while i was carried away by eating the spider while the teacher was letting some of the students try...
i ate a cricket and the spiders stomach...
it taste not bad...the cricket taste dry but almost the same.. but of course the spider nicer... dono how 2 describe the taste .. unless u try.. it really doesnt taste very bad... like normal food liddat lolx

ah wellx WISH dat fucking bastard who stole my fone... kanna retribution or someting (:
super heart pain man... btw guys don call me le... my line cancelled. haix heart pain man... such a expensive fone gone... btw my 1st time la... but SUCH A EX FONE wth...if cheaper fone i wun so hart pain lahx zzzz
well haix bear wif it... is like 4 days ago well

i wanna change my blog skin le... getting bored of it... -.- haix... well tink dats all lolx
wish peter go through such a unlucky month... he hafing alot shit probs like me oso but cannot say lahx... but actually is alot -.- haix...
anyone hafing it oso wish u jy! go through dis suay month ah!!!

well sign out time~ weee

2007-08-24T10:05:00.000-07:00

sian MAN
guess wad....
ytd i so called pon deng sch lahx.. ok...
i can reach sch in time 1... so hah... i was rushing 2sch... den was near sch dat time..
my dar call me....she tell me she late le... den i pei her late lohx....but she dowan mahx... so we went on a date xD... LOLX
if any teacher read this please don bao dou me... my privacy lehx...
u BREAKING MY pirvacy IF u reading dis x:

so erm...we went 2 amg mo kio 1st each mac for breakfast...den went 2 cinema not open sia.. so... we decided to take mrt go cine (sommerset or summer set dono lahx...den took neoprint.. watch dead silence
suck the movie but .... it may be nice 2 some ppl bahx...
i jus don like the story line n the eerie faces of the ppl kanna killed by the ghost
is sick lah ok so disgusting...even when i slp i can picture in my mind siax den cannot slp wa na bei lolx

trying my best not 2 tink of it le... lolx eerie siol well... den ahx we had lunch....
n tried 2 rush bak to school cause got dnt n fandn common test... so... we reached sch at 2.05 pm well 5mins late nvm... not even prepare for the paper lohx confirm fail 1...
lolx n i met my form teacher when i was running bak 2 class...
suay right... well i told him i overslept n wadever... if he read dis hope he understandx lol

ahhh wadever so did the paper n met my form teacher after dat ... he told me must get a letter cause eh... ya lohx not in sch almost the whole day oni come bak take test... counted not in sch le...

and ah my chemistry paper i got 27/40
AND AH IF I was in class dat day... i could have correcte my half mark... n extra 2 more marks for my paper so total will get 29half / 40
SUCK RIGHT

haix hope i still can attain the marks man or else wa sian i could maybe fail my science caus
e my physics failed quite badly siax.... haix

well my results
soso bahx... i really wanna improve on it...
1more mths plus to end year exam
I DOWANNA RePEAT MARN x.X
hahax

hmmm guess dat allx for the day

hahax well as usual
loves u dar <3

2007-08-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

(: hahx well blogsation~

well 2day... tiring day... it was raining dis morning n was so tempted 2 slp lahx
but cannot la in sch so sianx wanted 2 report sick but i dowan lah...
want 2 know abt my results ...
well IT SUCKS man i tell u
quite sadded dat i didnt really do well
alot of careless n mistakes all over my paper
especially my
Physics:15/40
English:19/40

sad right both fail... for my science wandering if my chemistry could save me but... is like how can 70percent of the class fail even if i pass how much i can get...
my english hope overall will pass....
but is jus a pass lehx... wad so big abt a pass oso haix...

well quite sadded bahx

den after sch no act xD hehx at least can relax...
but well tmr more results 2 noe.. my geog n chem
AHHH -.- well alot ppl fail oso..
guess our generation don like 2 study xD lolx

ahx guess i stop here

love u my dar ~

2007-08-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

hahx.... well my blog was dead v long... well my previous songs n wadever super gay n it sucks la can lolx! actually i put for fun one... but nowadays i really haf no time 2 blog siax... alot of tings going arnd....

well at least common test is over...
my social studies:18/30
my chinese:69/100 WOOT LOL (u shud noe how i pass) xD
my maths:15/35(wasted 6-5 marks cause realise last minute mistake)
den the rest i haven get yet bahx

hopefully horx i could score the rest gd or passes will do....but my physics 2day is like hell lahx... chemistry 70percent of my class fail....hope not me lohx... i really wanna improve la....is not i don care abt my studies is like... dono how 2 say lahx... i somehow jus wanna get the results i am satisfy somehow...

den sian lohx pass whole week i sleep late due 2 study n game + outings...
den now 7th month oso den creepy lahx ok... dose who believe u shud understand y i cant slp.... den dose don blive nvm lahx lolx.... it wad u believe wun force u 2 believe oso...

my xperience is like...i usually can see dem lahx... last time... but now nvr see le only sometimes can feel.. so.. arnd saturday... my 1st time i felt so scared... i off the light everything was so dark...(i slp alone)
den i was dam afraid lohx... den horror stuffs start 2 picture in my brain... really lohx 1st time dis year... den i could'nt slp... i quickly on the light.... den on my com.. dowan go bak 2 bed -.-

well den i played my com till 7am wif my fren lolx den i go 2slp...
DEN 12pm WAKEUp wa sian
saturday oso same 5 hours slp

aiya whole 2 weeks lahx but now since common test over le time 4 break....
hols ahead soon!!! (:::

well erm nth much 2 say bahx... jus wish dat everyones common test good luck or miracle xD in my school lolx

ah guess i stop here

love u dar .

2007-06-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

blaaaaaaaa lazy blogsation xD~~~
wa like almost 1 month nvr touch my blog le lolx
well hmmm alot tings happen i nvr write....
hope u like the new music i put xD

SO GURLiieeexxx~~~ LOL!! xD

hmmm

a quick recap of wad i did for my hols bahx...
HOMEWORK NOT TOUCH HAHAHA! dat 1 confirm but... hafto do la sooner later..
well i go work earn at least $200 xD from parents =]
i used all my cash liaox rofl... now im broke lahx somehow...
cause i treat my dar big dinner n everything ok... ya i n buy my own stuff
hehx

well many things did happen during dis hols lahx.... although is quite bored n stressful... i didnt get 2 sleep much somehow... i donno how to explain...ok btw... about 2 days ago...ryan ,emelia, peter,me + my dar
we 2gether go PS(home town) LOlx i almost totally know dat whole area lah... always go dere 1... so we went 2 arcade dere wa.. spend alot time dere... + alot money oso.... den keep playing lahx.. 4got play wad le... so... it was in X zone la... den my card hor... upgrade 2 some Cute card la... like got certain discounts and wadever lah... gd right my tapx card xD... so after dat... we bought movie ticket to watch ocean 13... den watch le hor... really dont understand lahx... but if u understand the show is nice...cause i only understand the last part den i realise is cool... so... if u wanna watch dat show hor... mus focus or else u waste ur 7.50 or 9.50 during weekends lahx xD
hahax so after dat we had dinner and go home lahx... lazy describe my long story like how i post last time rofl xD

BLEAHx-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hmm and yesterday i went out wif my dar again.... company her mahx... cause 2day she had band camp to attend ... 3days 2 nights... sian lahx after m'sia le den band camp lolx so... ya nor i company her till 3am lahx... den she go slp le
so...i suddenly thought of like... i should not sleep lahx... i should just... dong till 6am den i go prepare go see her mahx.... so... i really didnt sleep lehx lol...i spend the whole night auditioning lolx... thx ah KADMJJ(meibe) companying me xD...if u wan find me in audition my nick is Sereirerphis... ok so... bak 2 wad im saying...i give her wakeup call at 6am mahx... (she ask me to) den she was like dam tired la lolx ... ok so... i told her im coming down lahx...so i went 2 her place at 6.50am xD den i company her to sch carrying her big big bag full of wadever clothes n wadever la~ xD

nw im so bored lahx jus rotting at home n donno what to do... too shag to do homework... if going out... nobody jio oso... well i oni slept 7 hours la from 8-3pm

den now feel so uncomfortable... dono how 2 describe dat feeling lah... if u sleep dam late or maybe early like arnd 5am+ or later... when u awake jus open eyes... like got dat weird feeling lah.. not shuang feeling... i think maybe i not enuff sleep lahx.... u all know me lahx.. i always sleep v late 1 lolx xD

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa rotsation~
well band people enjoy ur camp xD
im gonna miss my darling~
well~ hahax

i love you dar....

2007-05-27T12:20:00.000-07:00

hahax finally another post at 3am plus... so freaking no mood to sleep...so hot... so stuffy haiya than.... was thinking about 2day i quarrel wif my mother den my dar going 2 m'sia at 2nd june... haix i dono lah maybe jus shag lah... super exhausted bahx... whole day went out le still don feel like sleeping...although sleepy lahx..

well wanna let u all noe my EXACT wats written on my report book
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etc
etc
etc
the class wadever shit

English Language : 57.2
Chinese N(A): 43.9
Mathematics:36.4 shit math lah...inflence by making me hating math! u can ask me who if u wan
Science (phy,chem) : 50 jus nice only
Combined humanities(s,g): 40.1 Superly deprove lahx...thought i can do well 1 ...haix
Design & Technology: 50 another jus nice
Civic & moral education : C hah? why c ... my attitude got problem? shud A ma!

Remarks: Benjamin CAN DO BETTER if he ENGAGES in his LEARNING more ACTIVELY.He needs to put in more EFFORT in REVISING his work and asking more quesiton in class

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ah wadever lah... i really wanna do better de...so.. see how for my ca2 bahx..now holidays mus enjoy 1st...
but i still thinking shud work anot leh....den i kanna scolding from my parents summore say wad i dowan work all dis ting...haix cause
it happen like this.... i was intending 2 help my mom with her work ytd 1... so... she ask me go down... and watch them how they do sales...cause my parents sell matresses and sofas or someting liddat ...conclusion: furniture...

so... mus do sales mah...she wan me go down watch them.. cause they having fair at expo or suntec forgot liao lahx.. so... not at office donnit do paper work all this mahx... so is like i don feel like going le....after that my mom lecture me.... and i was so demotivated to go when she told me... haiya donnit your help lah....office oso donnit ur help or someting liddat like...say me till liddat i might as well don go right??? i kept quiet all the way loh nvr say back..so fine loh...
might as well don go

after dat she told my bro dat i dowan go den she cry and blalala cause she feeling ill... not feeling well.. den still got work i dowan help dis and dat...haiya ok lah my fault ... all blame me......... sighs... den ok loh i shuddup over dere dowan say bak cause she crying... so i jus blame everything onto myself lohx and quiet... scared later i say summore she get worst

haix so.. ya lohx it really sucks lah...if i go 1 time n watch it will b like from 12pm -10pm + sia ...bored loh... i rather go office learn someting den watch ~_~ for so long
haix dono lahx 4get about it lahx

most missing thingy is at 2nd june.... my dar going m'sia lohx for a week lehx.. wa kao counted long le... but i pity peter ... 3 weeks without his gf ...
hahx...wadever i better not write more bahx cause i feeling very shag later i write someting wrong it will suck man i tell u lol real suck

hahax kaes bahx i orhorh le
everyone enjoy ur hols and takaires...
for studies jia yous for ca2...
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always loving u dar dar~ ^^

2007-05-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

so long nvr blog liao lolx
hahax my lalalahx and blalalahx continues
is exam period
tmr my last paper

well during exams period stress lah obvious... i wakeup 5.30 almost everyday before paper just to study for my paper only chemistry paper i overslept 2 tired le...

my death paper is my math... tmr math paper 2 lah don care lah die lah
chemistry paper oso siao 1... i was like super sleepy lah cant do the paper properly oso don uds a ting at all anyhow do the paper 1 lolx...i was sleepy because the pass few days didnt get 2 sleep well due to exam too....

i wanna post about the day i thon...is last friday... peter+putri, me + dar , jiwon,sun zhen and winnie.... we went 2 east coast... ok lohx lol quite a nice day dere wif them so arnd dinner time all left le....

only left me+dar and jiwon at east coast... so we go arcade...DDR! woo~ my fav game in arcade i only pai seh when got pros arnd i not say very good at it still in training xD lolx
after dat we go continue play bowling woo~ play finish bowling liao tink 10+ ah ya..den we go buy drink...den go arcade again hahahax continue ddr den ah... got dis kid we wait lah... cause he ddring mah... so we wait wait...wait finish liao den we play ah... we play finish le realise dat OMg no time to catch the last bus liao wth =,=

so haiyos no money oso ...my money all used up so haix no choice... cant go anywhere lOlx...so we suggested dat....we stay over night at the beach... gd idea right...so ya loh... dat time my parents still overseas so... ya..hehe so we 3 2gether slack toktoktok till 2am...2,30am+ we sat down on a workout area den like got woods plank 2 lie down mah... so we settle dere ... we all starting 2 get sleepy le... jiwon was the 1st 1 to fall asleep...LOL den after that my dar was feeling tired oso...so i let her lie her head on my thigh...i decided not to sleep so i watch them loh...scared later some 1 steal our wallets or valuable.. or even take us away LOL

so i didnt sleep till 5.30am... dats the time i wake dose 2 sleeping orhorh gals...
oh ya 4got to write dat... we saw 2 BIG 4 leave clover...it was really very chio... haf it in my fone..but now using bros laptop cannot update pics in here later scold me..

ok so...both wakeup liao... of course mus wakeup lah dey actually wanna sleep there longer... but 5.30 leh 6am all the joggers will jog pass le... v pai seh 1 loh look at me awake wif 2 girls sleeping on a wooden plank.,..like beggers liddat LOL.. ok so.. we left the workout area ... jiwon decided 2 take cap so...byebyex loh.. left me n my dar xD... we sat at the beach awhile and relax...

i company my dar back home...den i take bus bak to my home...
shower...because alot of sand arnd my body... den i go sleep le by the time was like 7am den i sleep DAM SHAG AH...

dats y after since after dat day i was like super tired loh even now... but i don feel like sleeping lah... no mood 2 sleep oso hehex...

stress ah... jus wanna pray that my exam paper can make it hope ah...
and im always wishing for a neverending love

love u always
my dar...

2007-03-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx n blalalahx
things starting 2 get better...
everything is getting calm...
after been through so much pain,sad,confusion and wadever lah
but i wander... wad is dere more to come...
well i cant always stay in dis calm way somehow...
someday the wadever will come bak again lolx

well
2day i wokeup at 10.30
dono y la tink some 1 msg me den i wakeup
cannot go bak slp lolx....so after dat stone on com wadever... waiting 4 my dear2 finish band den we go lan shop meet the guys up
so... arnd 1+ i shower n left home...
den i meet up wif my dear ,nava and naresh
den we walk2 lanshop meetup wif petro,war,hidayat,leonard,mohaimin den donno who leftout la i donno den we 1 rnd dota.
i bully them tillholy shit lol... den got dis 2guys keep coming 2watch me.. donno wad dey wan oso -.- lol i jus ignore dem

so after 1rnd we decided go eat lunch KFC we walkwalkwalk to kfc~~
eating chickens give u breast u know... i've been like always eating KFC LOOK WAD HAPPEn 2 my body T___T lolx nvm la i skinny no breast lucky i hope it wun grow LOL
ok so after eating... dick n his frens were dere cannot remember who n deir name lah.. too many names... 2day is like a big gathering sia... den we go play pool

enjoyed the pool sia... i improved alot alot! hahax! but it was cool ... hehe
play finish liao den it was like quite late lah.. we were inside for like few hours
v long...den all zao le... left my dear me and nava... 2gether we go mac ...
i didnt eat la i jus kope deir frice n drink
finish eating... nava hafto go so lolx ok byebye lohx... so i brought my dear go ndp training mah... reach dere le she 4got 2 take her pass 2 enter her training so... cannot go lah... but since we go all the way so far le..

den we decided 2 haf sometime with ourselves xD bleahx i dowan say privacy~
(but don tink dirty)hahax just went on a date wif her lohx hehe xD
den after dat i took her home... =] hehex...

so i went home.. eat dinner which was like 11+ liao lolx..den slack till now lohx..
although is a long a tiring day... it was a gd day (:

well i love you dear
wishing it will be forever~

2007-03-24T10:20:00.000-07:00

speaking the fact...

family problems...
my personal problems...
everything happen in 1 day??

which is 2day...

i dowanna say much abt it...
but after i heard all the truth for my personal problem...
although it hurts...
i felt better
more clear of problems
face it even if im sad
because confusion has been cleared
but for my family problem...

it lies on my mom...
i bad mood go home...
i blew up my home as in make trouble
like talking rudely 2 my parents
someting liddat...
so...yea everything went upside down
she found out i drank oso
haix

although many problems jus come in at ones....
i hafto stay strong... walk along ben
move along..

i love you dear..
thanks..

2007-03-23T19:36:00.000-07:00

i just wokeup....
sigh
wtf lah... BEN PLEASE CONTROL... control......
control!!!! ..
argh...
sigh
ben just control . don
lose it
Im just dam sensitive sigh...
wats wrong wif me?

maybe i cant help it cause is me...
maybe im like this?
sigh
y things just cant be comfortable n moves on
too much needles and traps coming out from my way
am i suppose 2 walk through all this
yea i am
so ben don do any fucking crap
control...and.. try 2 relax
sigh...
I FEEL LIKE...SCREAMING.. scream out my voice!!
TILL i feel better
but my brother sleeping...
sigh wad am i suppose 2 do...
its too.......
sigh

i love you

2007-03-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx and blalalahx continues

ytd i lost it man seriously...
wad i wrote ytd was... venting my anger.. but didnt write all lah but felt better after blogging ytd...don mind me... so...
2day wakeup... my heart not feeling well sia... it was jus heavy all along...
i was jus moody in sch very moody...
den i 4got bring geography text book n nvr do her work properly(which i donno lah)
den the teacher call my mother n talk ....
call loh den ... i was feeling down whole day lah...

after sch... i was very shag...v moodless...
thx dear =] u lighten me up when i spoke 2 u while walking u home...

i love you ^^

den after dat go make my IC... my photo sucks... the light so bright hor i smile untill cannot smile den i was like = the mouth abit weird sia...
aiya wadever...

i wanna talk abt yesterday... the yihui thingy...
u know y i ask him get lost.....
it starts like this...
during chinese class... yi hui is always as usual (irritating) insult,boast,and alot of bullshit lah... den he was like crapping wif ryan mah... den ryan keep wacking him bak...
like kicking the table wadever loh...
so...
i join in loh
so my turn to do bak... my turn 2 irritate yi hui.. see how he feels...cause i see him kbkb ryan i oso bueh song... so i kick a chair beside him... kick 2 him loh... it was very light lah... like jus keep hitting his hands or leg softly oni...

i kick untill he said 1 MORE TIME U DO i throw the chair at u...
i was tinking like... hmm he must b joking cause.. he always kbkb mah... so
i kick again... he stood up take the chair... dump it at me...
i can see he hesitated 2 throw... but he still dump it at me but not full force..
i block it...
my right hand finger kanna cut abit... but it was alright not serious at all..
the serious thing is... y he had 2 do untill liddat...? =.=

fine loh 2day i cold war wif him whole day.. didnt even bother talk 2 him... he tinks im in the wrong... aiya i oso don giva dam...

if yihui is reading dis... wakeup lah pls...
although i apologise and i know dat is my fault testing him lah..
but cant help it he too kbkb le lolx

haix...well i realise dis few days ahead gonna b more stress i guess...
walk through wif strength!!! ahh ~

dis is my horoscope for 2day

Your sensitivity is high. This isn't a good day to venture into new situations.
In Detail
You are very sensitive right now, so this is not an ideal day to venture into new situations. The stars suggest that if you need to travel, you should bring a lot of creature comforts along to ease your experience and keep yourself comfortable. Strange locations could exacerbate your confusion, and getting lost is a distinct possibility. Staying home is the best option for today, but if you can't swing that, be sure to give yourself some extra time to adjust.

well is true lolx

oh ya and updates for the event dat day... i got some pictures took from asiasoft sia lol
oni the group who went dat day will know lolx

mal and donno who 4got name LOL

almost whole group dere but cant see

dodo + san and xuan dere lolx

MYSTICLIGHT from audition dats him lol

LOL AND IM LAUGHING AT DIS 1 LOOK AT THE BABY GIRL !!
zoom in 2 have a closer look dam cute sia

actually got 1 more picture of a person i know in audi but... dont really know him... is aoiyuki korkor elvis_presly in audition..
got his face don dare put... later he know he bueh song come hum tum me lolx

hahax guess i'll stop here

i love you dear
always...

2007-03-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx and blalalahx

pass 3days of sch is just boring.... as usual tired n wadever shit happening in school lahx... 1st day of sch was alright.....
2nd day of sch kanna saw and abit moody
3rd day which is nw my post the day...sucks badly..

sigh im lazy write wats happening in sch lahx..im nt in the mood now... all i wanna say 1st is...yihui.... get l0st...get LOST

maybe not get lost FUCK OFF!!
his mother call me summore... i told the mom said... yi hui got WOODLANDS TRAINING.. i was showering... the way she speak 2 me spoil my mood already...
so after awhile.. i was on com lah
den ah she call bak again..
SHOUT 2 me
in chinese .. but i translate 2english
YOU BLUFF ME IZZIT ... I CALLED 1 BARTLEY STUDENT ASK SAY DON HAVE...U OUTSIDEWIF HIM IZZIT...i wanted 2 shout wtf u hong gan ah... i tell u the truth dowan 2 believe... fuck off bitch... hangup.. i wanna say dat man please...

I GOT RESPECT I GOT MANNERS I SAY BAK BUT I GT NO CHOICE I SHOUT BAK
IN CHINESE OSO

HE REALLY GOT TRAINING LA...U CALL OTHER BARTLEY STUDENT 4wAD CALL FROM BBALL 1 LAH... SHE SHOUT AGAIN SAME TING wad I SAID ABOVE I SAID FINE LOH JUS CALL LAH... DEN SHE ASK WAD Number i jus say i donno lah... den she hangup

zzzzz i typing dis making me lose it sigh sucked
sigh.... 2day sucks .... my personal things...
i seriously don wanna write is jus too peronsal 4 anyone 2 read... this just sucks in my hart... another enemy i have discovered all along... -.-
sigh...

i didnt have a gd dinner 2day... ok maybe not really a dinner.. i jus ate 2 slice of bread wif cheese just for my dear....
if she nvr threaten me for eating i wun b eating my dinner already...

so yea at least i ate... if not i don even feel like eating man...

4got 2 write.. i went 2 cut hair oso n ya u'll see me wif new hair tmr

sigh frustrated lah frustrated... pain pain.... sighs..
btw ppl don b worry abt me... im trying 2b strong already...i wont b cutting my hand
no more bleed... if i wanna bleed i go pierce my ear or someting now... if can lah.. but 11pm how to sia...
sighs...
ooo remembered someting DONATE BLOOD hahaha ...

sighs i got no mood 2 carryon or else alot of screwed up tingy will appear in my blog n 2 personal lahx... oni a person in my life knows...
maybe i shud write a dairy ... den i can just throw my feelings and all my irritating fucktup inside lahx... sry lah i keep using fuck... cant help it.... im just sighs...
yea maybe i shud start writing a dairy soon... it seems like after throwing everything in ur dairy.. u will feel better eh... sighs guess i stop here

i love you dear always...

jus feel like singing dis song 4 the moment 2 calm myself ...sighs
well lyrics here ... Tell Her Jesse McCartney lyrics

I know how it feels To wake up without her Lying here all alone Just thinking about her And I can’t believe her hold on me It’s something indescribable I know she knows But won’t you please

If you see my girl Just tell her I miss her smile Tell her I’m counting the minutes Gonna see her in a little while Oh, oh cause I know when she holds on to me She’s the one thing that I could never live without Oh, oh, oh… Tell her I love her

Oh yeah Just tell her I love her The way that she moves You know what it does to me Every night that she arrives I can hardly breathe Still can’t believe her hold on me She’s just so indescribable I know she knows But won’t you please Please

Yeah, if you see my girl Just tell her I miss her smile Tell her I’m counting the minutes Gonna see her in a little while Oh, oh cause I know when she holds on to me She’s the one thing that I could never live without Oh, oh, oh… Tell her I love her

Every time that I’m around her I just go in pieces Right there softly to the ground I’m so glad I found her I know how I feel

If you see my girl Just tell her I miss her smile Tell her I’m counting the minutes Gonna see her in a little while Oh, oh cause I know when she holds on to me She’s the one thing that I could never live without Oh, oh, oh… Just tell her I love her

If you see my girl (yeah) Just tell her I miss her smile (tell her I love her) Tell her I’m counting the minutes Gonna see her in a little while Oh, oh, cause I know when she holds on to me (I know…) She’s the one thing that I could never live without Oh, oh, oh… Oh, oh, oh… Oh, oh, oh…

Tell her I love her Oh… Tell her I love her

2007-03-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx and blalalahx

wokeup 5.45....
by my jie...
wif a wake up call
(RING MY fone ring)
i panic on bed sia
den was wandering wth where the sound coming from
i wanted 2 chk is the fone but... cannot open eyes properly...
when i took the fone... my fone dropped...
i pick it up and answer... my 1st word...
(i wanna die le)
LOL is really dam tired sia 3hours slp only

den walk 2 toilet go washup... shower
go downstairs on com.... and make my own breakfast... hotdog bread..
den sit at com play audi awhile while eating...
6.45 i immeadiately left home
took bus 158 to aljunied mrt den go to kallang...
reached dere about 7.20+
nobody was there... none of me frens r dere =.=
ok i waited awhile...
the 3 sis came...wif 1 of the sis dear...
den followed by another couple came...
den eugene came a little longer...
jie was late!!! lol but she came wif another 2 frens
which i jus knew them 2day...
quite fun... can get along wif dose farny guys lol xD(mal and erm 4get his real name but i donno la 4got lahx)
so 2day we whole group go to the stupid sports event thingy...
ok la maybe not stupid cause.. we 1 big group go is like gathering liddat...
so to
ppl who plays maple or audition or pangya shud know abt dis event
i was thinking 2day go there take goody bag den zao liao

i was wrong
1st we collect t-shirt...
eh bo pic yet... fone not wif me...
den the t-shirt hor... dey dumb loh...can reqeue and take more 1 sia...
as long dey don remember face can liao....
Mal took abt 4 sia rofl!!
den after dat we have 2 walk a so called walkaton.... 3.5km only lah...
to collect a coupon to collect our goody bag...
so ok loh walk walkwalkwalkwalk~~~ den collect coupon.... collecting coupon dat time mus queue up also...
so we all like take xtra coupon lah... den dey got free goody bag sia..
i good boy... lazy take summore so i only took 1 goodbag ok loh...
inside got water... lucky draw ticket..
1k a-cash = $1 free gifts in games which worth like maybe more lah...
the goody bag was gd...
den milk was on stage oso... singing ...hahahax i saw milk 2day...
wanted 2 take pic de because saw LIVE mah... but fone notwif me bo pic ..sianed
den lucky draw dat time... we won nth sia... we see all the prize gift away all so cute,chio and EXPENSIVE

lazy say wad prize la... but the best prize was a free computer desktop sia
den after dat lolx can see alot ppl face jealous xD
but cant blame is a lucky draw hehe
so after dat we went 2 tampines mall go eat donno wad central
the food was gd sia...
after eating bloated le....

but hor 2day was really tiring lah... untill nw.... im still feeling tired... im nt in the mood to go 2 slp either...
all i wanna do now is jus 2 wait for my (most important person) to come bak
i really wanna see her....

sighs.... i donno y im feeling emo lah but.... maybe because im tired dat is affecting me oso... lolx
well... hope she comes bak soon... so i can see her ^^ hehe
and of course i would feel better lahx lolx hehe xD

guess i'll stop here

i love you always....

2007-03-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx and blalalahx

continue from dat day i went shopping hehe

i went 2 meetup wif peter n ryan at serangoon ...den we were wearing all green shirt sia.. from darkest 2 lightest... lol
i darkest ...peter dark grn...ryan light grn

den we take mrt go to harbor front
... see gt anything 2 shop...because ryan hafto shop for stacey's bday present hehe...ok loh we go hunting 4 gifts..
so when we on the way in the mrt... got dis 3 china guys ah came in from doby ghault station (hometown~)LOL den me and peter sitting dwn at the 2 sits in the mrt 1 lah... den ryan opposite sit alone... so 1 of the china guys sit beside ryan...
den when dey talk Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~ rr~~ r~ the china essence like OMG SO SLANG like rapping liddat... den we over stare at ryan keep laughing LOL because dey like abit trying 2 act yandao oso... dey funny lahx LOL when dey speak n the way dey act yandao...example touch hair LOL ...erm not maomao xD (forppl who tink dirty )

so after dat.
..so we see arnd like nth leh...but when we reach mu-ee shop.... we saw dis set of (laughter rofl pai seh typo thx jie... Lighter**)... which me n ryan long ago decided 2 buy de lah...

den we bought it

black colour de is ryan $11.90
middle de is peter $9.90
last 1 is mine $11.90

hahax so after buy le...we like nth else 2 shop so.... i went 2 meet my another fren colleague...which is at vivo dere working at the BARBIE MAC de... den i hafto pass him cd ma...so... i pass 2 his colleague 1st...hehe..

after pass le... we went go PLAZA SING... my so called hometown lol to me!
den continue shopping!! =D... my shopping dat day wasnt shopping anything 4 myself... i was looking for someting nice for her so... yea.. IM nt gonna tell u wad i bought yet... horhor...if u wanna know...

u ask me bah im not gonna post incase she see lah hehe...
after buying it (clue) my wallet immeadiately no money
lolx den i was like donno wad 2do le..when my wallet empty.. so i followed ryan and peter go action city find monkey...cause i tink stacey wans a monkey ma...
so yea i help him a few choices den he chose 1 and bought it... xD i oso borrowed some money from ryan n bought another cute tingy 4 her LOL so is like ok nvm...
hehe

eh ryan i will return the cash asap lolx.. no hurry mah hehe ^^

after shwopping we all go bak home change 1st...den we come out da bball hehe...play untill v late le ...den eat dinner at kopitiam lahx~~~ after dinner we met wordie at econ... xD den we 2gether slack slack till 11.30 because we saw police car driving pass our sitting area...cause they patrolling ma...den we faster zao...
we slack dao farny sia... den ryan and my lighter nw...bo oil liao no fire le T_Thrrrr
den go bak home orhorh slp zzzzzzzzz at 5.20+am cause i audi the whole night LOL

den 2day 10pm fucking grass cutter woke me up....den the CUTTING SOUND ZAZAZAZA i bueh tahan jus jump out of bed go brush teeth den on com stone dere ...but mystone hor... will tink of my dear 1... haix ... 2day i spend whole day rotting at home ... cause i moodless 2 do anything liao...i stay at home maple lah... audition whole day lah... den keep thinking of her... dis is how i rot when shes not around lolx... but haix... i wish shes coming bak soon

btw...i later hafto wakeup 5.45 am for the stupid sports tiny event from asiasoft 1...the donno wad event lah... so many free gift i know but...i meeting my (frens) at kallang arnd 7.30am wth sia so early... i didnt intend to go 1 but... dowan pang seh la... den summore i moodless cause i really miss my dear haix... den she coming bak ma.. i rather wait 4her can go dat outing loh... cause if she call i immeadiately go find her liao idon care xD lolx... haix but
since alot of frens going... i might as well jus go lohx bo bian... den maybe afterdat i can find her (IF she come bak le) hehe but... i pas 3days nt enuff slp den stupid grass cutter woke me up haix... left 3hours of slp...
haiya offing com le hehe

i love you dear always

2007-03-15T21:35:00.000-07:00

my lalalahx and blalalahx title xD

accident delete MY taggies message!!! i only wanna delete the donno who tag me dat... yucky taggy den ... OMG click Accident delete all hrrr T__T~~~~~~

and my new skin looks like gals blog wor... PLUS my music LOL
nvm i don care...it looks nicer... im bored of my blueish blog page
if you are wandering why my music dere.... i purposely de... so PPL can see xD

hahx change of blog skin le (: .... i lazy 2 recall n write long long de story le lah LOLx
like i gave some ppl my blog link dey went in and see....dey kanna shock also say wad...
why my post all chao long 1 lolx

haix sian ah....my common test results hor.... is like bullshit...i seriously didnt care about my common test lahx...den at parents day dat time.... my teachers say me liao lohx... say wad... slp in class lah nvr do homework...sometime do homework in class....fine lohx....u win teachers U WIN -____-

aiya oso cant blame cause i seriously didnt care xD.....but i already plan myself la.... mid year 100% must do better no matter wad... or else my parents sure go crazy bomba me again n again .... keep saying my future blah blah blah..... PLEase lah i know wad im doing -.-

den ah.... actually i got my I.C making letter liao... and is already OVER due dead LOLx ... but i still hafto go make my I.C asap no matter wad... or else is an offence leh horhor lolx ....

den whole day stay at home audi audi audi lolx -.-.... JIE i help u LVL 19 for audi with my pass 3 hours ~~~~~~~~~ T___T omg lohx.... ytd i really stoning donno wad i doing keep giving u exp...untill i didnt know it lasted for 3 hours lolx....
cause i was jus dreaming of her n stoning brain dead...

oh ya 4got 2 say... my dear.... she went to m'sia le T__T hrrrrrrrrrrr
3more days ba... lolx mus tahan =/ although ... really miss her lahx....i hug my apple 2 slp lohx... cause it reminds me of her mahx xD and she also brought along my apple oso.... so hehe i guess she oso hug it 2 slp o...

signing off bah....going out for shopping... d0wan stay at home stone till die again

my neverending Love
always loves u dear ^^
flying kiss to m'sia~~ hawhaw

2007-02-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

hah finally blogging @__@ im super lazy blog liao la....
2 busy not free.... i don even spend much time at home nw...
lol...always outside...den sch exams my results oso abit bullshit lah...
tink dis common test alot fail...

but... common test only lah...don giva dam somehow ... lolx...
mid year hafto put in more effort bah bo bian de...

bleah now....

i wanna write abt my bday lahx....wakeup in the morning...call my dear lah...den chat awhile...
after dat as usual go washup...blah blah....
den i walk downstairs on com play audi awhile wif my dear ma...

den later she hafto go le...cause her oni of her relative bday oso ma lolx...

and people don get me wrong....im not sad abt yesterday because she cannot go out wif me....for that i understand one...

the thing is... i don feel so happy somehow lah....not abt her...not abt anything!!

is jus dat...there is this feeling deep in me...dat im feeling normal on my bday....
i don feel like ( WOW my bday im so happy!) although some people do feel like this...
i don feel it lolx...

so yea... i was wandering abt it dat day.... oh ya...4got 2 say oso.... i wakeup in the morning no voice somemore sia...so is like.... haix boring day....

i whole day sit at home audi audi audi....play till 6.30 ah...

hah den ah...my parents go kovan wif me...eat sakae sushi loh....den ah... regret sia... the food come so slow.. the service dam bad sia...i wait wait till sian den v fast full liao... $70+ dinner waste inside dere....abit like...wth lah..

so...in the end as usual... go kovan cannot 4get snow ice 1 xD lol...
den after eating snow ice go popular...den go 2 those flower shop near the carpark area buy soil 4 my garden....den go home

blow my choco cakey....den i wish4 manymany ting.... for the whole day... i only feel something happy when i making my wishes...aiya the cake...the pic wif my bro lazy take..is fully chocolate 1 den wa v hard 2 eat so SWEET n Chocolatey...mus drink alot water xD...
so..... i kept 1 cake 4 my dear =] hehe...

than the day jus gone liddat loh.... lol... 1st time... i felt a day on my bday abit... like a boring day lah hohx xD

aiya wadever la......somemore so tired for pass few weeks liao... always no mood slp early... den slp 6-4 hours nia....dats y my eyes like T__T everyday rofl

hah =]
i love you dear...always
nevereending love =]

signing off xD benny kun~

2007-01-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

finally~ i take the effort 2 blog~ =X Lol....

2day was weird la...my family wanted 2 paint the house...so paint loh...paint paint...rot rot at home...den actually i dam moodless 2 paint 1 loh..so i talk on fone wif my dear lah ....

den my parents found out i toking dey nag at me n blah blah blah lah =.=

so after painting finish liao arnd 6+ ....decided 2 meetup wif my dear....

so she oso bring a fren along lah...den i call ryan come along wif me oso =]

ok we meetup le...den we slack arnd serangoon la...
wanted 2 buy drink de...so we go 7/11 n try 2 buy la....den the when we reach dere...the stupid woman dere don let us buy sia...wanted 2 drink long island dat day 1....feeling v stress....so bo bian... we walk 2 nTUC oso no nice tingy 2 drink....

sux right...so actually we walk untill v tired liao...den heck care la...dey deiceded go my home take the 4 vodka bottles la ....

den when walking halfway ah...my dear push me den i step into a pile of mud den my slippers stuck dere ZZZZ den when i takeout is like... owwww muddy n yuck.. -.- so..i hafto walk home wif muddy slippers leh wth...

ok walkwalkwalk 2 my home le ah...i reach home dat time...i ask my maid open the gate n leave it open..i run 2 the backdoor la...den i bluff my parents say i wash slippers cause i step on mud
so wash liao...the kitchen was clear...oni my maid know la...i faster take cap opener n the bottles n zao...i almost feel down loh cause my slippers the grip sux...

haha so i ran away wif the bottles n the gate keys HAHAHA...my pocket was flood loh...o ya n the 3 bottles are..

zzz aiya lazy put picture ah...lol but.....aiya nvm la i put
sry ah emelia...we drank le...i'll stock up 4 our (family) some other time ba

hahahaha so u know la...the white is always mine hehe

my taste i tink different bah... i still tink dis white bottle better den the other flavours loh...

ok so we drinking dat time...we slack lah...all abit high..den laugh laugh laugh... fun night man...lol slack till dam fun =X hahaha den arnd 10+ le v late...den my dear's fren stay at woodlands ma so...better pei her home..

so we took mrt wif her 2 hougang la...den LOL we keep poking,tickling each other den scream dere scream here....den me n ryan over dere was like -__-...den everyone in the mrt was starring loh...i pity the couples den we standing near dem...BREak deir atmosphere LOL so sad !

den after dat folo her go bustop~
den ya la bye bye frm dere cause she take bus all the way 2 woodlands la...is mad 4 us 2 follow her right dotdot!

ok den we take mrt bak 2 serangoon den...ya la all hafto go home le because is arnd 11+ so...yea la i sent my dear home...

den i go home oso all go home blah blah blah..aiya lazy detailed liao lah... lol...all i know is... dat night was fun ba.. cause i didnt feel stress out dat night hehe

hee jia you band ppl 4 ur performance at sunday o!
i b watching wahaha
dear jy oso xD

i love you dear
neverending love~

2007-01-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

wa seh long long time no blog liao wor...
cause the pass whole 2 weeks was really stress all the homework pile up untill alot
den my D&T work is the most ....2 many crappy projects, work have 2 complete it sux

ok wad i wanna write abt 2day was...

i took part in the audition tournament....i wokeup at 8.30am den go shower everything...i wanna slp longer 1...sian 2 weeks not enough sleep seh... my eyes popout panda le....

so...i 9.30 left home...reach PCbunk at 10+...den i met a few new grens from audition :) hehe....

ok so went in liao...i signup on spot ...it took damdam long la...den i ah when dey registering me...dey say mus pay $5 jus 2 change my birthdate because i put 1985 ma instead of 1992 den i was like dam piss la...$5 jus 4 dat wtf =.=....but bobian or else cannot take part...so i paid...

ok den all signup liao..we 1 group go queue up 4 our turns 2 play.....den when u wanna play ah...u have to pay 1.50 for a token....maximum 3 token 2 play...so i bought 2.....so ok 1 token used le...i went 2 take a sit n challenge wif a few ppl in a room la... challenge till 3rd round ah...i played driving at night... my score was 600k arnd dere....den i came in 2nd in dat round...the the 1st place the guy siao 1 670k almost 700k sia the score...

is insane loh den i didnt made it 2 finals..so sad la...den 2nd try....i abit exhausted liao...i went 2 try again den...2nd round i dropout liao....den my fren starstunner (shes proed) she made it 2 finals...

so i went out meet wif shi hui, hui xuan and trickser ah i 4got his name...we go arcade playplay awhile waiting 4 the finals 2 start ma....ok so play till finals starting le..den we wanna watch hor...so crowded loh how 2 see...but the ppl playing the finals all siao 1... 188BPM den can fm all the way...

den after finishing...time 4 prize giving...i only won 2k dens lucky draw which is lame...la so ah...when i went up the stage take the prize hor...
the 2k dens like so
grand..dey make me hold dis BIG BIG board 2k dens n take photo
my face was like -__- den dey take LOL...but when i walking up 2 stage dat time cant blieve some girls hor was like OMG he shuai ge lai de -__-when i walking through squeezing the crowd....dey say untill v loud leh =.= ahwadever la...don say i thick skin =x not i say de xD

den i lazy write abt other lucky draw la....den got dis guy won the lucky draw rain tickets he dam lucky loh wth...i was hoping it was me :x the $288 1...

and ah

1st prize winner was : pingpongboy a primary sch kid ...he won a trophy and a pair of 388 bucks rain tickets

2nd prize was :heavent someting la.. 4got ...a gal arnd our age...she won a portable hardisk worth $180+ n a silver trophy

3rd prize: i don even know the name... she won a trophy and a limited edtion PPcard set worth 75 bucks wif 65 A-cash inside wew...

o ya and the freebies in the goody bag...

ps my feet dere =__= lazy retake
DEN AH MY POSTER WAS super squashed by hui xuan... during arcade ah..i put my bag on the sit la..den we play detona donno how 2 spell la..den she sit on my bag den sandwitch liao u see ah... the back of my poster

the poster is cool loh den liddat T__T sian
haix.... from rolled poster become liddat

den after dat i faster zao le...i went 2 pickup my dear....den so heng hor we took the same bus xD lol....ok so...we reach mrt den we take 2 bugis meetup wif ryan n emelia... outside action city dere....

den we actually wanted 2 take neoprint 1 but donno who suggested go eat 1st...so we all went 2 sakae sushi whee~ xD....den we ate alot alot la...den eating dat time..we gt many many de farny photos la... i don dare post la....privacy privacy ^^; i oni post some hehe

we ate alot gyoza wor....and dats not the only plate...we ate about 7 plates of dat wor =x LOL

daughter feeding mummy =x lol

ryan uncle n me =]

big big pile of our foodies

u see ah the all the pic got two finger dere 1 is all emelia's finger =.= lol
...we hide 4 plates or 3..i donno den dey counted 24 plates den we hafto pay $59 for our so called early dinner la...

so almost 60 divided by 4 so is everyone pay $15....

after dat we decided 2 go buy bag....waha =].....so we went 2 bugis street hunting 4 bag....den we met momo n melivia along ...den we 2gether shopshop 4 bag eh
so in the end we decided 2 buy our bag....
our family bags all brown colour 1 ^^ lol

aiya if i got the picture i'll put la but i only got mine n my dear's bag ..i try 2 get the photos of all our bag ^^;

after we get our bags liao...momo n melivia hafto go le...den we oso have to go soon...so we faster go bak bugis junction pai neoprint =]
and den we bought a drink and faster go home...

emelia went home le... left me , dear n ryan...we sat down slack n slack n slack slack slack....

slack till 10+ den we decided go get a drink...den i bought a 7-up and a ice cream la..i gave the ice cream 2 my dear...den ryan bought a drink n ice cream oso

ryans ice cream like a un-erected penis loh and the other 1 is erected see ah
both ice creams

den got 1 pic of ryan dam farny la..dowan put privacy oso =x LOL
but i got it in my phone wahaha >=D
rofl so...

after we ate finish liao... i was feeling v high loh..den i kept crapping arnd la ytd..was abit restless =.=...
den i sent my dear home while ryan went 2 but food n went home...
very long day ba ytd...from 8.30am to almost 11pm

dats all i wanna write ba... oh ya... goodluck for the bballers for tmr tournament jy xD
and lastly

never ending love
i love you dear

2007-01-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

Hah =] its time 2 post again xD

muahaha ytd i stone at home whole day....den wait 4 ryan and yihui match 2 finish ma...cause my dear oso outside nth 2 do...haix...so....waited till 7++ den i metup wif ryan and yihui at lorong kopitiam....

lol 1st ting i saw is ryan's present from melivia and stacey xD
LOL the cute mugs are ok
But ah... melivia give a kids eating set *baby plate ,fork,spoon,cup* WA LAO lol
ryan = baby 2 her @_@

ok so after dat dey were eating...den i eat deir cheese fries muahaha =x
eating halfway dat time potato got gastric pain...dono y suddenly he have oso la den he kept moaning AHHHH pain AHHHH -.-; den he go buy ice water stupid right...summore he eating lemon chicken rice somemore..make the gastric worst...he keep screaming he wan buy pain killer n stop the pain =_=...

so in the end i bought him warm water la...den let him drink....he felt better suddenly....so we go 2 econ get a drink den...potato wanted 2 buy pain killer 1...in the end he jus dump it away say d0wan play liao =.=;;;

so....after dat...we decided 2 go serangoon central...i wanna buy chocolate 2 eat ma..not only i eat hor...4 my dar dar oso hahaa =x....so ok we walk 2 ntuc and serangoon central dere la....den i help potato take 1 glass of LONG ISLAND >=D my fav drink....before taking the long island dat time...potato keep boasting wad...he drank red wine before la and bla bla blablalalalalalala so 2day is the day! 2 see his strength see whether he can drink anot..so ok we try 2 buy....we let potato go try...den the ntuc ppl LET HIM BUY WOR WTH...he bypass leh...nobody was behind him..so gd right hahaha...so nxt time u nida drink ask potato buy 4 u =x

ok so we open the long island bottle....and sat near a playground near some hdb block la.....we sat dere n watch potato drink ...i was over dere like -___- SHYT HIS DRINKING my fav drink forkforfkrofkrofkrofkrfkrfork~

den me n ryan watch him drink den our eyes like *sparkling* inside our head * I WANNA DRINK @$*&^*&amp;amp;amp;!^$&@*$^@@#!*%&@#( *

i control dat day...testing myself...so i didnt even drink abit...ryan oso gd boy *nvr drink xD* melivia don scold him hor he nvr drink or whoever he promise nt 2 drink

ok den while potato was drinking....he talk cock...alot of shit came out from his mouth while he was drinking ...den ah....I KEEP SMELLING THE LONG ISLAND SMELL FROM HIS MOUTH DAM TEMPTING 2 DRINK @$&*$^&$^!"

den he summore ask me wan drink anot...still got some...i was dere -__-# control control...so i gd boi la nvr drink ryan oso hahahaha

ok so potato spit out some secret he should'nt say *privacy ah cannot say out...quite serious secret* lOL....if i say everyone sure bully him 1 *shakes head tsktsktsktsk*

haha after he drink finish liao ok...lets go bak 2 lorong homey slacking spot area...the bball or playground wahaha xD...so when we walking bak dat time...potato continue talk alot of weird stuff la...den ask him count 123 he count dam slow sia....den he kept saying he can feel the world spinning nblahblallalla

ok reach lorong liao...at kopitiam again...we go toilet ma...den ah potato go inside girls 1 u know *for beautiful pictures go 2 ryans blog for some pics* LOL....den he came out he say...o i went into blue door toilet...actually he went into pink colour 1 wif WOMAN picture dere LOL....
o wait wait!!! i got it from ryans blog MUAHAHAHA HERE IT IS

WE suddenly take 1 hor...no act act... LOL

haiyo pity potato sry got ur face dere ah... and since already on ryan's blog i dowan cencored his face =X LOL

ok after toilet break...we go buy prata...i bought 2 ryan bought 1 potato bought 1...see i special buy 2..i skinny ma muahaha =x gd supper...

den when potato buying dat time...he say : i got 4 dollars in my wallet ah...
ryan: wa u sure anot...wana bet u don have it?
potato: ok loh
den ah potato check LOL don have ....

ok den we walk 2 ryan's fren blog downstairs and start eating our prata...den ryan called his fren down oso....2 see alcholed potato LOL
den ah when eating prata....

potato: y got curry 1 ah i got ask ah....
when he buying dat time.. he ask the uncle *MORE CURRY* LOL wat is he tinking wa piang....den by dat time...my dear called muahaha xD...so we put on loud speaker let her hear alchoholed potato talking...while we were eating la....

den eating halfway...he talk alot weirdy stuff and spit some of his secret out again n start repeating the $4 question oso...

ryan n his fren pour some water on his head...his reaction dam slow leh...2 second or 1.5second den react...we try smacking his face fakefake oso react dat kind of timing...den he show blur blur face...: wad happen ah? we say omg bird shit...den he clean his hair n say...i tot bird shit dry 1 LOL WAT FACT IS dat xD

laugh none stop wor...den after eat eat...eat finish liao...his walking like zig zag 1...cannot walk properly....so we sat down at basketball court...den start asking wats his name...he take 5 second 2 tink leh...LOL
den we start asking who we are...he don even know us...he dam walao...den suddenly he say he v tired..he wanna slp den he lie down

ahahaha see his face LOL! wa ryan nice shot =x
i cant write some stuff he said la... is really cannotsay 1...privacy la..=x im not so bad....got my limits xD

o ya while he was lying down he said : y the sky got so many dot dot ting 1 ah?...den he closehis eye liao...
den ryan take his shoe ah...n throw at his...erm...erm...dere la...DERE if u don understand maybe i shud say erm...o ya sausage LOL

he take 2 second 2 react LOL! den HE OWWWOwwww moaning on the floor

ok den after dat we ask him sing ABCD song ah....he sang
v slowly ..my dear was hearing it on fone oso...she let her sis hear oso

he sang dis : a,b.c.d.e.f.g.h.i......i.............i...............
LOL den ryan say izhyswi donno wad lah i 4got wad u said...ryan mixtup den we ask him sang again

a.b.c.d.e.f.g.h.i........den can wzgs..or aisgjasg DONNO la LOL

den we all over dere LAUGH TILL PENG!! abc oso donno

den after dat we ask him play true or dare ma....he so drunk liddat we shud ask him 2 true...so ah...ryan jus pretend 2 spin den point the bottle at him...say.. is his turn ma...he BELIEVE LEH LOL

den we keep asking about some stuff i shud not write here hehehe...

by dat time.. my dear hangup fone le...she cannot use fone i tink hah...

after dat we decided 2 leave the bball court go 2 a quieter block area...so we went dere sat down n slack...den ah so heng i met adrian...gd old buddy xD....LOL den we all start 2 disiao potato la...den from dat on...potato abit awake liao cause adrian joker ma...

but potato was crazy loh...he dam high tok alot of bullshit till we all find him dam irritating...

adrian took his slipper n shot his sausage again LOL HAHAHAHAHA

den i use my chain got crown de leh v nice 1....i use 2 n wack him cause he say someting he not suppose 2 say 2me ma....after awhile adrian hafto go home le...

when adrian go home liao it was abt almost 12am wor...den we wanted 2 bring potato home cause his still abit drunkish la...den he kept saying he know the way home wadever....so we pretend 2 walkoff say bb la...den we stalk him...

he crossin MAIN ROAD DAT TIME AH....the traffic like red man dere leh...den he jus walk through lucky no car speeding wor...den we continue stalk him...untill he reaching his home dat time.....we stop him...n start scolding him y he cross the road while nt grn man...he say it was green =_=...wth...

den we continue question him den he seems 2 b abit fine liao...but ryan actually wanted 2 slap him awake 1...but lucky nvr la lol...so he went home...

btw DAM SAD LEH MY ChAIN HOR THE CROWN CAMEOUT WTf T__T haix wadever la don care le...since is gone...

so in the end we home safely....^^;

den 2day ...yay!!!! im meeting my dear~~hahaha she came n den we decided 2 go 2 ryan's place n see his new puppy....so CUTE leh 3 months only ahhh!! lolx

after dat we went downstairs slack den we ask potato come along oso...
rofl wadever we ask him abt the alcholed potato dat day...he cannot remember..untill we say den he can recall wor....weirdo!!! xD

so slack till thirsty...we decided 2 get a drink...we go econ den we saw breezer ma...so ok decided 2 buy xD...bought 2 bottle 1 lime 1 grapeberry or wad ah...red colour 1 4got....u know y i wanna drink cause...1 group drinking ma + my dear wanna drink xD so.. i don mind drinking hehe...

den when we drank till half bottle WAIT i haven say dis *ryan nvr drink haha ^^;* although his controlling =x he didnt drink ah he gd boy..

i MIX the 2 DRINK WAHAHA den...wa dam nice 2 drink sia...den i didnt let potato and my dear drank it 2 much cause...ones u mix it will b stronger...

after drinking finish...we went 2 kopitiam sit down eat cheese frice
hahax den slack loh.....

eat finish liao potato hafto go off dots...so ok loh go off....
so left me+dear and uncle ryan xD

den we were tinking wad shud we do...
we decided 2 play bball aha...so we call ryan's fren down n play bball ma...2 of his fren came down den we shoot shoot loh...

shoot till dose ppl at the court wanna play match wif demselves so we stop loh...we sat down n slack somemore...ryan was talking 2 emelia mummy ma so ... i no comments... i was sitting on a wrailing la....notvery high...DEN AH mydear push me....den I FELL OFF backwards...my legs were hook at the wrailings backwards...den i wanted 2 pull myself up 1....

den ryan said aiya jus drop down la....ok loh i drop down...den AH WA...i BANG the tingy under the wrailing which was dam sharp...my back , shoulder, finger tio poke...it was so sharp la lolx....

but nvm la lucky nvr bleed...but when i fell dat time...is like im doing a 360 flip backwards loh =x

after dat ...benedict came...he came 2 tell us dat the other court got a few kids playing only...so ok loh we go dere play match 3v3...

me +dear and uncle ryan 1 team....family ma....den ryan's fren and benedict another team....ok so...we playplayplay till we won haha ^^;
score was 11 - 8 ...and ah while playnig dat time...i was trying 2 smack away a rebound ball la...den it KABISH benedict FACE LOL =x
im *sry* xD

ok after playing we went2 buy water n go slack...ryan's 1 of his fren went home wif benedict...soleft 1 more..his name furon or wad donno how 2 spell lah xD....i kinda know him le...cause i went out wif him quite often ba....we slack slack till halfway den he hafto he saw his dad callinghim 2 go bak home..so byebye lohx...den left family on the table slacking...

slack slack till 9.20 wor late right...summore tmr got sch wa sian...if no sch better =/

hah so we decided 2 go home...den i bring my dear go 2 bus stop n send her home ba ^^;

den after dat i go home ....eat finish dinner...
den idrank greentea dat time...it taste exactly like lime breezer wor...i was abit shock den i drink till dam shiok xD lol...

ok den pack bag wadever...blablabla as usual go shower....
den me on the com now blogging tmr schooling...
HAH no long pants yet *yawn*
n hope my long hair doesnt get caught tmr...
potato if u feel uncomfortable of anything i post above tell me hor..i'll remove it hehe xD

lastly

never ending love^^;
i love you dear...

2007-01-01T10:34:00.000-08:00

Long time no blog hah ...dis whole week n pass week so busy...cant even blog... sry 4 whoever wan me 2 link dem...not free ma...alot outing n stuff 2 do.. ^^;

ALOT TIngs 2write buahahhaha but sry la..no pictures....my phone wif my dear she accident took it xD den 4got pass me

at 24th december ah... hahahahax....ryan,me, yihui and some frens...wanted 2 go watch movie at cine....so....we went 2 cine catcha movie la...den my dear went out wif her family ma..so i kept quiet....nth 2 say...v sad...wanted 2 give her someting de at 25th december (christmas) ...so...ok we went cine...den buy ticket 2 watch ERAGON ....den emelia said she was at cine....so...woot! we went 2 meet her...shes wif huihong, carina, gwen...
buaha

so dey oso watch moVIE LEh..den dey bought tickets 2 midnight museum...SO GD...WTH den we were like....................wtf shud haf let us know earlier so can watch 2gether...because our movie earlier ma...so....ok..we watched erangon den go kopitiam wait 4 dem....den ah... my dear called while waiting

den i so called begged her 2 come lahx....so she came all the way2 cine...but i pick her up from summerset mrt la...den ok..we meetup wif the guys 1st..den later the girls came a few minutes later...cause we slack dam long...ok...so all meetup le dat time...was arnd 11+ few minutes 2 count down den ah.... Ochard was like...WTH dam crowded... u walk = queing up liao...so ah...we wanna go find mrs ng (2n2 ex form teacher cant see her at 2oo7 le in sch and nava) so ..ok we from cine trying 2 walk 2paragon...den

ppl keep spraying foam n everything....so ah...when we reach paragon hotel dat time....we were abit covered wif foam la...den ppl singing christmas song.. pushing each other...den we tried2 find dem but cannot la..so shitty crowded dere...so...we jus stand dere like wad everyone do cause... suddenly allstop moving..den COUNTDOWN 10,9 blalabalbalblablalbalblaballalallaal till 1 ah den WOOOO everyone SPRAY den WTF NO AIR 2 breath...keep breathing in the chemical smell of the spray...den no fireworks...dats the stupid ****ing part dat we waited 4nth.. and just 2 get squeeze in the crowd.. DEN AH..

1 gal suddenly vomitted cause she i tink she drank 2 much alchohol...den breath in the foam smell...den bueh tahan vomitted =X den alot ppl stare at her...den everyone start pushing arnd liao...trying 2 getout from ochard...all going home...

wa den push like wtf sia...den + foam spraying.... carina tio sprayed to the eye...lucky she close her eye or else...wa dam pain...den the whole group den pek chek...whoever spray us we shout NNB, KKNCCB,CB STOP SPRAYING LAH...rofl den dey really stop..but we squeeze halfway...we camp at paragon building outside....because we wanna wait 4 all the ppl go 1st so donnit squeeze so much....

camp about 20mins ba...den we carryon go 2 summerset mrt...reach mrt liao we decided 2 go some other place n celebrate christmas ma...so we camp at sumset mrt 4 quite long den we met....Guigui couple xD, yi cong,andy,xiaowei aiya lazy say all..almost the whole gang..=p

but dey didnt stop n talk2 us la...dey just walk n carryon..oni yi cong n weifang stopped n like greet us la...

den when dey left liao....

we decided 2 go carina's place n drink buahaha =x but yi hui (and his frens)cannot go liao..cause deir parents hunting dem...so we go all the way 2 kovan...den take 2 cabs....go 2 carina's home...

from dere we sat at her home 4 awhile...n slack ...den carina walk her maid up 2 buy drink 4 us lah xD...so......huihong me carina +her maid..take cab go nearest 7/11 den carina ask me choose wad drink la..i took about 8 bottles=X...

den we cab bak...

when reach bak le ah...my mom called...den i pickup dat time..my mom said my phone was on all the while...n she was hearing wad dey were talking all the while...den she heard we confirm drinking la ..deni was like wtf la...im busted...den dam pissed oso...i told her im not drinking den i b coming home den bb liaox...zzzz den ....i no mood2drink de... untill huihong pass me the bottle den all askme drink...i jus drink down liddat ...gulping leh..like drink water liddat...after dat bottle..i abit not feeling well liao...den i drank another half....suddenly i told myself...(control...is enough) den i tried standing up...wa my head was spinning badly...same as ryan 2...

but huihong dam cute la...face damdamred =X LOL...

so oni me n ryan was in trouble cause...we didnt eat dinner...den i bad mood summore stamina low...so me n ryan keep drinking water...drink like siao...den huihong emelia gwen took huihong's dad car..n go home le...so left carina,me +dear and ryan...

we drank lots of water drinkdrink like siao n sit down talk about stuff...untill when we feelling better...we decided 2go home le....(at carina's home before leaving..i passed the gift 2my dear liaox xD)...

so weleft carina home...walk awhile down the street cause we alldont feel like going home...den suddenly ah..my dear realise she left her fone at carina's place when we walked down quite far le...

we walk all the way bak~~~~~~~~take the fone ...the time was 4am O_O...we all abit bo bian liao...mus really take cab bak le...so my dear took cab bak 2 her family bbq staying over night dere de...and me n ryan cab home...in the end all jus light scolding when we reach bak... but 4 me...after light scolding...is more like i hafto comfort my mom...

sohaha...wad a waste of the day at ochard squeezing through(SQUEEZING ...about dis word...4 perverts pls don get the wrong idea) if u read dis im sry guess u r 1 =D FUAHAHA ah wadever

dennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn at 31st DECEMBER woot woot wootsy~

i wokeup....10.30am....washup wadever...leave the house at 12 after taking my lunch...and meetup wif my audi gang!...at doby ghault ...so we..go bunk lah...playplayplay...play till 5+ den we left....but sad ting my dear said she could'nt go because her parents don allow...so...haix dam sad ting.............but ah....i told my jie all about my problems...guess oni she n my dear knows....my jie wastelling about hers 2...so we both like out from the audi gang talking about our problems....but my last problem was my dear could'nt goma...i tried calling de...den her mother pickup zzz i hangup la bo bian...

den after dat my jie gave me an idea 2....let her answer the call n ask my dear was dere anot so..yea she help me....den iask my dear ones more....i really want her 2 go out wib me ma.. =/....den luckily she can la...but gt curfew...11pm she haftogo bak...ok so she came 2 doby ghault n she met my jie =]....4the 1st time...den my bro oso came...his going bunk oso...so is like wa...big outing la LOl....

so....after dat me n my dear hafto go le because i told ryan,emelia,peter dat i confirm going wif dem 2 watch deathnote 2 so...yea meetup wif ryan at doby...cause from serangoon ma.... den we go 2 cine again~...nwatch deathnote 2 woo~...the movie was not bad...cause dat will b the 100% last episode of death note I TINK))

but ah DURING THE MOVIE....we watching kira killing ppl ah... WE (the guys)bladder bursting....holding out peepee for the whole movie...the gals miss an important part of the movie when dey go toilet xD....so after the whole TORCHERING HOLDING BLADDER SESSIONof watching death note...CHIONG AH GO TOILET AFTER movie....den was (haaaaaaaa) finally =___= bladder FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE but i was the longest 1 the getout from toilet =X LOL

so after movie was like 10+liao...so we go pasta mania~ eateateat....den after eating...we decided 2 go count down at esplaned(donno how 2 spell la) so...take mrt go city hall wadever....den we camp at an area n watch the fire worksfor 5mins..is worth it ^^ dam chio.....after the fireworks is the problem....

stupid organiser nvr organise properly 1....cityhall the mrt dere close leh wth...dey close all the gate way 2 mrt u know...oni 1 gate way 2 raffles mrt...so the WholE CROWD like queing up again walking 2wards the oni 1 ENTRANCE DERE....squeeze n walkwalkwalk dam long la....but in the mrt not so bad....not 2 crowded cause... oni 1 gate way into mrt ma...but my brosaid ah..

after 2am still got ppl squeezing through leh LOL wth...=X cause ppl tot still got mrt but actually the last was at 1.30 we lucky we reach serangoon at 1.40 den we slacked at my homearea!! serangoon~ bball court....talktalk play true or dare..... not gonna tell u wad happen xD when we playing buahahaha PRIVACY xD....

so play till 2.30am den ah...all hafto go liao...so emelia 1st 1 2 take cab....peter 2nd 1to take cab..den my dear...was like...no money 2 take cab =/....den actually i wanted 2 walk her home de but...her mother curfew her say 11 WOR LOL...so...better not den we ask ryan2 go home 1st while we deciding how my dear go home la...cause we took quite long =x...so me n my dear decided le...i treat her few bucks 2 take cab home...

den ah ...u know y my fone wif her xD she had my fone...when she went in the cab but she didnt notice O_O...but i was like...ah...i wanted 2 shout de but...she was like opening the cab door le....so nvm lohx...bb =/...

so whoever call me dis few days..i wun b picking up =x lol

den 2day...1st jan ah....wakeup v late...*yawn* 3pm lol....den ah i after i eat lunch..was mus go out liao sian....so my parents wanna shop shoes n sch stuff 4 me ma...so ya la..we went queenway shopping malll DEN SHOP UNTILL SHIOK AH woot...3hours shopshopshop...nt gonna tell how much i spend xD but...i shop ALOT TINGS =D...den dinner we ate sakae woot...

1st timer me eat dere ma...cause my dad don like sushi de so..i didnt get 2 try 2 eat sakae de....summore nobody jio me de xD....oni my bro n mom are sushi lovers...now +me ahaha!
so yea we tried den ... the food was great..aiya lazy write wad i order la...all i know ALOT la...eat till wa dam full den after dat ICECREAM AHAHAHA dam shiok.....den dats like end of my day...fast day but...beautiful shopping=X muahaha

happy new year everyone....wish dis new yr will b a gd new year...."
wish everyone the best...
as 4 secondary frens...study all the best xD

and 4 me n my dear =X
relationship 4ever~ xD

4ever loving you dear *muacks* =]

2006-12-30T13:56:00.000-08:00

controlling myself........
stay strong....
catching my breath till the end...
cries....

i love you dear....

2006-12-23T09:07:00.000-08:00

rofl eating mac now(1.55am)xD when i post dis...and (WARNING) the old momo link don ever click..cause she change her link den ah...when u click..porn web starts flooding...(caution xD)

wa i dam long nvr post liaox...btw im sure some of u saw my msn nick (long ago) donnit count le...actually she back liaox lol

aiya since long time no post...i wanna write about e main tingy... THE CHALET >=D

me n my dear went 2 emelia's organised chalet...i met her den we 2gether take 76 den walk 2 east coast mac....den it was raining all the while la...den we were soak wet...

so after we met...at mac... ryan,momo,emelia,huihong,carina was dere oni....so we sat down talktalk awhile lahx....den i accident took ryans cap smack onto chilllllli sauce =X ahaha...

after dat we left mac...den walk 2 the chalet....we walking dat time wasnt raining till we almost reach the chalet den rain...was abit lucky =P

ok so...we went up 2 the room...den all sit down ...den it was quite late tink 6-7 arnd dere....den i brough 4 bottles of drink >=D ehehehe....den we put in the fridge 1st....

after slacking inside the room quite awhile....we went down bbq eat dinner...den after eating....let the drinking begin =XXX me n my dear took 1 bottle out 1st *breezer lime* den we took really a long time trying 2 open the cap and hide from emelia's relative n parents...lol so... after opening we went bak in the room...

den emelia gt dis cousin ah...dam irritating lolx....he hyper active den very noisy lah... arnd stairs he climb on the wall like spider man zzzz...den on the bed roll dere roll here -___-;; hyper....so we hide dat bottle from his...hard time trying 2 hide from him...den...we share 1 bottle among us...den....i drank v less la....den the rest drink untill finish...so nvm loh...i took another bottle... donnit use cap opener =p *long island* dis the oni bottle i drank the most

wahaha den we pass arnd...the girls don like...=x because is quite strong...oni ryan n me like xD waha...

den by dat time huihong , carina , momo wanna go off le...so we hide the last few bottles in huihong bak...den we bluff emelia's parents we send the 3 girls home la... in the end we went out ...den try 2 open the cap....den when i tried 2 help opening...wa i tio cut on my thumb ...is dam deep lor the cut 4 days liao still haven fully recover...

den 4got who pass me plaster ...thx 2 her ..remember is girl...cause oni me n ryan guy dere ma xD

so we open all le den start passing arnd n drink (breezer red,orange)

den after drinking and send the gals bak....it was still raining zzzz..but we got umbrella la..so not so bad....

den we decided 2 walk2 7/11 try 2 get more bottles >=x hahaha den we ask dis malay couple help us buy 2 vodka bottle... 1 white 1 blue....den we share among ourselves (ryan,emelia, me+dear)

haha den we went bak 2 the chalet...n eat 2nd round dinner...still hungry lolx...eat untill shiok den ah....emelia's dad ask us...2 drink MARTELL leh...donno wad flavour he...den me n ryan was O_O o yes LOL...den ok lor we take 2 cups....den emelia n my dear drank ah...dey pui pui keep saying bitter...den me n ryan drink was like...wa shuang xDD

we drank finish liaox ah....ryan ear dam red sia lol....but i was like still ...im ok leh...den i tink the girls r high la....lol...den fun lah..we slack the whole night in the room ...den ah arnd 3am-4am....

we off all the light...den start talking abt ghost experience n stories lah....den suddenly *a sound of some1 punching the wall liddat....* den wth dam scary loh...it was banging everywhere in the room n nearby 4 like the pass 40mins ....

den we were dam scared 4 the pass 40mins or MORE...untill me n ryan go check wad was making the sound lah... den in the end...i found out..it was the heavy rain....the wind blow den the window banging =___=LOL den we tio scared inside untill we dam awake leh...

so continue slack till 5-6am + den we slp....i remember going toilet =x 1 for all. all for 1 den all 2gether walk down xD buaha

ok slpslpslp i wakeup halfway sometimes den slp den ah 7.30 or 7...ryan handphone alarm ring la....den ONLY me n my dear wakeup loh...den emelia n ryan was like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz all the way...the alarm rang 3 times leh wa lao...v long summore...

den ryan... U SLEEP TALk LOL!!! u make some funny sound den u slp...n snoore ...den emelia sleeping dat time breath v loud =X lol...

den me n my dear was like laughing dere =x watching dem sleeping 4 awhile...den we go bak slp =/

later halfway...dey wokeup liaox den dey talk v loud la...i donno wad time was it...den i wakeup -_- ...ryan n emelia wanted 2 go 2 the beach outside walkwalk ma...den my dear n me was like *sleepy voice*Dowan la...u 2 go...zzzzz...den dey both go loh...

so me n my dear continue sleeping....den let ryan n emelia had a gd time =XX

sleep untill dey come bak liaox...den emelia scream DAM LOUD ... BLEEDING....den me n my dear wakeup ~___~;...den when dey came in the room dat time...we cannot slp liaox...lolx so bo bian jus wakeup n slack summore.....

den our lunch was mac....emelia's mom bought 4 us...n treat us wor!! free leh xDDD

den i ate 2 filet o fish burger...2 frice boxes left 1/4 den bueh tahan liao... after dat....we go beach play volley ball...den emelia got dis cousin SO CUTe..... short short timid timid fare fare 1 xD ahhh....is the wild cousin the 1 i mention jus now the little bro=X

so we 6 go 2 the beach ....den the 2 kids making sand castle...den we play volleyball lohx....playplay untill sian...mus keep running bak 2 the water n pick back the ball zzzz...

den AH after dat we tired liao....dey deicided 2 bury me wif sand F5...so i let dem lohx LOL xD

step on me =__=

heng didnt fully bury me ... cause ah...after i get out...wa myWHOLE body all sand.. (even inside) =X ...den wa keep whiping n spitting out sand from my mouth zzzzz

den emelia go some visitor after dat...her tution ppl came...den ah...got 1 person...keep diaoing ryan...cause ryan like always wif emelia ma...LOL...tink dat guy like her quite obvious...wa den i saw him diao diao at us at the chalet sia dey eating....den we not eating ma...the mac eat so much liao...sure donnit eat 1...

wa den ryan face was like >=[...>=/ iWAN WACK HIM =X lol...den ya la relax... ;]....so...we in the end jio dem go bowling....den ah...dat guy na bei...he in the end go arcade...emelia parents treat us bowling dey d0wan wa lao...den sian la.. oni a few of us play only...pang seh 1 dey alll...den when play finish liao...the visitor all zao liao go bak the chalet by demselves....we went 2 get drinks dis time >=D...

ok here comes the dangerous part...me n ryan stay at 7/11... the girls go bak chalet get cap opener...den ah...me n ryan nvr tink of it...if we ask ppl....PPL shud b MORE timid n helpful 2 girls right....den me n ryan had a hard time trying 2 ask ppl 2 buy...we ask 1 guy den....i don drink...another...O i cannot i donno..like dowan talk 2 us liddat..he pai seh...den....we DAM LONG liao hor...we saw dis 2 smokers... sitting outside the bar...big size 1 u know...den ok we try asking...(hey can help us buy liquor bottle...) hetake his cigarette slam on he floor

come den he dam weird lah...so willing 2 help us...den he say.. 1 of u folo me show me which 1..den i showed him la... 4 BLUE VODKA 1 WHITE WOOT!

den ah we outside 7/11 wait 4 him..we can see him ma...he keep asking us...go the side...*which he cant see us la*...den me n ryan keep suspecting...his gonna cheat us...so... when he come out dat time....he ask us 2 follow him...den we tot...we tio busted by police wor...den DAM heng...he said here ...den we like... u keep $2 lah...since u help us ...den HE dam cool loh keep saying donnit la donnit...den we keep saying tytyty...den he smile n wave den bb... WAHAHAH den YES we got our bottles...

so we walk along the way n met the girls...den we sit at a shelter n start drinking...by the time was like 11++pm liao sianx v late

but nice drink

Vodka family!
emelia- mother in law
ryan-Uncle =X
dear-emelia daughter
me- donnit say la lol

mine was the white 1 ;] den long long we drink dis much la...worth it...but 4 me...is not long long=x...den ah after drinking...my dear was feeling well...abit headache... sometime drink den u nvr eat sometime liddat de..or dizzy... or SLEEPY if not enough slp..usually i feel liddat most of the time

so ...the last bottle me n ryan drank it up the most...

booya! vodka family!! xD

ok drink finish liao...we walk bak 2 the chalet....den ah we no time liao 11.30 le...our parents all start calling our hp n nag nagnag liaox....so bo bian we cannot stay n eat dinner dere...den WE 4got drink WATER SUMMORE...so dat the alchohol smel from our mouth not so strong...so we pia cap home...

all get scolding....but ah...ryan most suay 1...his sister knew he drank... den tio meh from sister =/....sad loh...we shud have drank water before going home...4got sia...

enjoyed the chalet hehe =]

so went 12.15 after scolding...den shower...JUMP 2 bed n sleep~~

wahaha...

den the nxt few days shopping shopping 4 gifts...i cannot review untilll i gave all hehe...i wun talk abt it till yea la..xD

and lastly i love u dear...

merry christmas all =]

2006-12-15T10:13:00.000-08:00

3 more days or maybe more....=/

chiong maple night shift...den got x2 exp summore...so i played till 3am...den i v hungry xD....so i went 2 ordered mac wahas~ den i eat untill...okok la..can eat more de....den when i drank my grn tea....inside got paper wtf -__-

den i continue chiong till 6.40am...den take my apple hugs n slp again xD....den ah...when i slept....dream of her again ^^ hehes...den ah...i didnt have a proper slp 2day....my bro ask my maid wake me up arnd 11.30 or 12.30 canot remember...

den ask me to send him his project 2 him because he in sch...not at home...so haix wadever...."
den normally when i wakeup liao ah...i don like 2go bak slp de somehow...im liddat...unless dam tired la rare times i'll go bak n slp

den....i stoned at home again lol...till arnd 3 den...shi ask me go out wif gene,xuan and some new frens i donno dem well yet...so...ok i went out 2 bunk again lol...den dis time...bored...i go dere den bunk was flood...no sits n wadever...den stone dere oso zzzz.....but in the end got space la

so we played dere awhile den...dith came...2 visit us for awhile...den she went off 2 suntec for her outing ...and kelv came muahaha...so...we go find dinner...and we ate PIZZA muahaha cheese yes cheese!!!

n lemme show u whos pizza covered wif snow

rofl is still not obvious yet...so...dis another WITHOUT the ham on it pai seh it was beaten by GENE liaox xD
insane right pour the cheese like snow liddat LOL....

but dat was a great dinner la...den after dat...we walk bak 2 near by bunk...den xuan hafto go le cause she nida study someting 4 her st.johns courseor someting...by dat time was about 8.30++ or someting cannot remember...den aiyo...she was so angry because...we ask shi 2 stay wif us...den go slack...den xuan frown..den....she diaoed us n walk so fast till we could'nt catchup...i told her nicely we folo her go mrt den say bb 2 her dens she liddat...wonder wat was she tinking bah....zzz f3 aiya wadever hope shes not angry liaox cause...shi went wif her...so left.. Me ,Kelv and gene...nth 2 do..

go arcade lor wuahaha...go dere waste alot time ba...cause dith and a new fren is coming 2 meet us...so we start killing time at arcade lor...playplay till dey come liaox...den dis new guy i met xavier =p big flirt muahaha lol....still wan corrupt me folo him go drinking RAWR F5...no ty lol...so we played abit more at arcade ...den we went 2 starbucks sat down n drink abit (no alchohol) =_=...

by dat time was about 11.20 already...den we hafto catch the last train so...we decided 2 leave...sad la i wanted 2 ask kelv buy4 me some (muaha drink) den he d0wan zzz sian la...2day nobody pei wo drink..

i was abit sad...because haix...really miss her lah ~__~so nvm..ok...all go home...so take mrt home...den walking home from mrt...starting 2 feel quite down le...den when i reach home...i jus kinda ignore my parents...go 2 the fridge n took the nite bottle i bought dat day....n drank it up

it was dam sweet sia dis drink...kinda reminds me of her...shes so sweet^^...den i sat beside my bros table...at least got bro company la...den i drank...was feeling abit sad.. tinking of her...so after i drank...i felt abit better cause...i don feel the sadness so much so...i went 2 shower den was feeling dam tired liaox...

cause i didnt haf enough slp mahx...so aiya i went 2 maple 1st...help my brother's fren do jump quest...do all 4 him... den my face abit warm xD...den mus focus oso la..while do jump quest cause...i v tired...maybe cause of the drink =x

so after i finish e jump quest...went 2 drink choccy milk xD muahaha...but still burp alot la...the nite drink was gassy lol
hah tired la i go slp liaox..

haix...

hoping the day u are coming bak will b 2day...
missing u is all i can tink of 4the moment=/...
i love you...always...

2006-12-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

4 more days...or more...hope soon... miss her alot =/

wa lao i sleep late leh 4am+ den DIS TIME is bro my bro woke me up sia... he on his music so loud arnd 11,30 den i stone at bed awake..cant fall asleep ...

i remember i dreamt of someting... i found tobi,mokbi throwing stars...den in my dream..i ask myself WA is dis a dream....den another 1 is...i DREAMT OF MY DEAR YES!... i dreamt she called me ^^

ok so i bueh tahan le...dowan stone on bed... i getup and go washup..den on com (as usual)...den i on maple go see my use got tobi anot LOL...den don haf den i was asking myself... WAD KIND OF DREAM IS dat... asking myself was i in a dream [IN a dream] O_O LOL

den when i off maple dat time....i went 2 audi...awhile...den off le...cannot remember the time bah...so...i slacked at msn....den suddenly dis girl...i donno who la.. an unknown contact from msn...she ask me...whether she wan me 2 do it wif her u know zzzzz....wadever i dowan talk abt it...give her some privacy....

so after dat...sian la...nth 2 do stoning at home when i no mood 2 train maple or do anything...so i go try do hand stand on the wall lah...i tried flipping myself up onto the wall den..i lost balance den... BANG ... my knee,my back arnd right arm PAIN la....zzzz

den i scream scream wif my *so called songs* ppl know me shud know...i v long nvr hear dose songs already....den i start 2 tink .... y was i so like dis long ago... xD...den well i feel liddat again... my abit de cold benben =x

den aiyas....dam sian whole day nth.......den i oso like haix... miss her worhx but at least i had a gd dream xDDD waha

i love you dear~
always missing u while u are away~
hoping the day u come bak soon would b 2day~
flying kiss 2 her~~ so far xD

2006-12-13T10:40:00.000-08:00

wtf...i wanted 2 post den some fucking error close the whole page now mus rewrite irritating....ah wadever

haix 5 more days...or maybe more...i miss her =/

ytd...i slept 4am+....den ah sianed my maid woke me up arnd 11+ den she told me i hafto wakeup because...my parents wan me go buy books n uniform...so bo bian lah....

i went 2 washup n wadever....den i left home 2 sch.....den when reach sch dat time...i saw yong sheng...and the npcc guys...nvr really talk 2 dem...jus smile n wave at dem only xD lol...

aiya wadever....

haix den i at home....so sian....i no mood 2 play games...or do anything...is so heavy...i miss her so much =/ sigh so... i tried asking my jie 2 go out wif me....den sad la she busy so nvm....i continue rotting at home.... till shi msg the whole (so called gang) 2 go out arnd 5+ n she wan us 2 b dere arnd 7....den i was quite happy la...better den rotting right....so i went eat my dinner...and change...den when i wanna leave the house...

it rain zzzzz....but i didnt care la so... i jus walk through the rain 2 mrt station....den my whole body was quite wet ....den when i went in the train... ahahha met FEEEEEEEEEEEEE and shi....in thetrain

bleahx....den when we reached dere le ah....

i didnt expect oni me -.- ,3 sis and 1 of deir dear ....but nvm la...hafto gettout of home... is v sad rotting at home... =/so yea i didnt care bleahx...

ahahaha so the went 2 buy food.... 4got wad la... o yah...OMelette noodles =D and donno wad la 4got the name....den we went 2 the mrt station outside nearest 2 bunk de....den dere got empty spaces ma...den ah...also got alot of dose ppl ask u wad...we selling dis pen 4 donno wad tingy la... tink $1 $2 or $5 aiya donno la..

so we sat down dere n eat our dinner on the floor =x

rofl im sry i cant show u deir faces... (privacy) xD ahahha

so after eating...we went 2 bunk...playplay half way den the couples hafto go 1st because...1 hafto 4 work early tmr or someting so dey 2gether go lor ^^...den met some new frens at bunk =p

den ah when playing.... bunk was like gonna close le...den me n feee npcing ....u know wad....the admin dere RESTART ALL the com...den everyone over dere was like... wa lao-____-; DEN WE WERE WINNING dat dammit npc den restart... waste alot den sia...earn bak nth...

hah wadever...so after we decided 2 go home...so it was about 11pm+ le...ok..so i followed dem 2 hougang...den slack la by dat time was like 11.30+ den WTF NO TRAIN LEh -__- i didnt noe train 2 harbor front so early end de... den sucks la...den i was wandering how 2 gohome...by dat time 11.40 liao when i was alone at the mrt... den the staffs over dere all stare at me..den i dam ps =x

i took a longer distance 2 the bustop....so when i wanna reach busstop dat time...saw alot bus moving pass.. so shud haf bus 2 go home...11.45...saw an 80 go pass while i v far from busstop...so i was tinking wtf i dam suay no bus???

i sit dere... wait wait...den got dis 2 old ppl senior citizen..I tink dey are abt 60+...dey ask me oso still gt bus anot...i say i waiting ok....we wait....wait ... wait 12 le...i say no more le la...dey say haf 1 ....ok wait....wait....in the end 12.15 bb LOL 1 of dem...maybe she live nearby....den the other 1...wave a cab... den she ask me...get in o.o ...den i abit shock u know....i ask her really ah???

she tell me ya jus get in ...so i went in....she told me i lobang u home den i was @_@ wtf so weird...y so kind 2 me... i stranger wor....den ok la... i said ty v much....so the taxi drooooooooooove 2 me home nearby...den i ask i pay la...she told me donnit~~~ nxt time don stay up so late till no bus or someting....den bb i ask her takaire....really appreciate such a kind soul xD.... ahahah tytyty 2 her =p free ride home

ahahaha and i got drinks~~~ i not gonna tell u how i get it =p bleahx
my dad saw he didnt care xD lol so..i put dem in the fridge...got mood den drink... haix...

i really miss u,tinking of u,
i love u dear...always =/

2006-12-11T06:44:00.000-08:00

Haix~~~

Ytd... my dear was packing up leaving sg le....den we didnt talk much on the fone ytd wor...but still got talk la....den her parents don allow her use the fone summore den....we haf 2 hangup le...BUT...i told her...2 call be ANYTIME even if im sleeping i don care...jus call me before she go....

so....2day morning arnd 5am...my fone rang....i wokeup immeadiately and answer without any hesitation or delay......even though im feeling tired...I DONT CARE i JUS WAN 2 hear her 4 the last time bfore she go......she could'nt slp...she told me...(bleahx i dowanna say about wad we talk) privacy....but..=/ she could'nt use the fone 2 long at dat moment so....we haf to hangup....but...is so hard 2 hangup ok... because is like... the last call for me and her 2 hear each of our voices for the pass few weeks? or maybe a week? haix donno

but i'll write wad i said on the fone before we hangup....benben: sigh i really gonna miss u alot...i love you =[

den well... we hangup le... T____Thrrr i really miss her....so... i hugged my apple and went 2 bed.... den another fone call at 7.30... and DATS THE REALLY FINal 1... den... buhbyes...cannot hear her voice le T.T(cry)
so...i didnt slept after dat den i wash my whole day chionging maple...n dreaming of her =/

and btw

i gave her the grn apples already ^^about...2 or 3 days ago... i could'nt remember .....and she brought it wif her...=D

so i left 1 apple le... which will reminds me of her~~

whenever i look at my apple... sigh misses and misses =/
but shes enjoying a hols ^^; so... yea i haf 2 tahan lol bo bian...
well i guess i'll start count downing the days till she comes bak...and im really looking 4ward 2dat day 2 come soon!!! ahhhh!!

aiya 4 dis moment my brain blank donno wad 2 post... all i can jus tink is her ba...

Last but not least
i love you dear.....and enjoy ur hols ^^

yea~

2006-12-07T10:40:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeee~~~~~~

dots before i wanna blog hor...my com hang wor... i plug in my ear phones in the wrong (Hole)... i pluggin in the MIC HOle... den hang.. lol wth la... heng nth spoil i tot wad... ~_~

wa v irritating la... i 1st ting wakeup ah... and 1 thing shoot in my mind... Y I DELETE THE PICTURE OF ME N MY DEAR WTF!!... den i slam my face on my pillow...because i accidentally delete it hrrrr T.T

haix den i bugged me whole day la... den shi hui ( a fren ^^ of mine) she ask me go out... when i jus wokeup... i read dat msg of hers... so... i was deciding whether 2 go anot lah.. hehe ...so....ok i went 2 play maple... den IT IS STILL BUGGING me when i stare at my fone... den i was like open mouth starring at my phone zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing....wa den no mood lah... den my jie ... spoke 2 me awhile... den i felt abit lighten ba... so... i carryon playing maple TILL DAM SIAN HOr... den cykick like abit dragging me 2 go out wif dem

so... i was like dying liao la.. it kept bugging me so.. i decided 2 go xD
so when i decided ah... it was 5pm and dey wanna meet dere at 6pm at (bugis) HOW 2 REACH DERE IN TIME @_@ was telling myself...-___-;

ah den i faster chiong.. and washup myself den faster walk 2 the nearest 80 bus-stop near me home

AND AH so qiao ah.... emelia saw me walking -_- while she was in the car lol...ah wadever la...

so i took 80 50mins ride dere....den i went 2 meet dem.... DEN I DAM SHOCK... HUI SAN WAD HAPPEn 2 UR HaiR!! @_@ LOL....ah... den we waited for like 40mins more for cooki,cy,snake 2 come wa v long... den i didnt know dat cykick drives o.o wew~

den we went sketch 4 dinner... den i didnt really see the manual lah... because i was busy talking on the phone wif my dear xD.... so got a another manual dat u can choose wad u wan... so.. I ANYHOW TICK LEH @_@... n u know wad...my FOOD CAME out wif 2 plates... so i ate 2 rounds ((faint)) but wadever la... in the end i finish it...

after eating....hui xuan, san + her dear wanna go off le... because the time was like 9+ i tink... could'nt remember....den i went 2 shop 4 some stuff (Stuff) wahahah xD

SO CUTE xD ahh!! lol... hope my dear doesnt sees dis ahahaha... because i giving it 2 her =x....den sad la... i wanna buy someting else (don wanna say incase she might sees it so.. i wun write wahaha xD but i'll buy it someday)
but it sold out ....den i overdere was like...T.T OMFG Y I SO SUAY shit ~~ =[

aiya wadever.....so...after dat shopping... we decided 2 go find my jie =D den we took mrt 2 buona vista ...den we walk all the way 2 holland V find her ...den ah... cookies walk super fast sia... her fast is like...3times my speed.. u know i always walk slow LOL 3 times walao even we 3 oso cannot catchup her walking

ahahah den by dat time was quite late le.. it was about 11.15...den my jie was wif her frens.... den when her frens left... WE WENT 2 bar =DDD
ahahaha i love dat place =x

den snake n cookies drank some beer la...so big cup @_@...den my jie,shi and me drank vodka =]...my jies 1 was vodka kiwi wif sprite i tink...den mine n shi's was vodka lime..but very small cup la zzzz...but... wa drank it and it was really shiok.... sux and my phone was out of batt..n i used cy's fone 2 take dat pic =D
den ah we slack till 12am le... den we drank finish dat time... shi got curfew... her curfew till 12 den ... she was like... floating already...den i was over dere like O_O omg u ok.... den when we leaving dat time... shi wanna buy another round leh... den i followed her 2 a nearby 7/11 dere... oni me n her... n she told me wad was her problem ba... i could'nt say it out.. it was a promise i make wif her
=]

we bought another vodka but it was lighter la 5% alchohol oni lol...den i drank like 2mouths only den i give her the rest...because i told her i company her drink ma... but she really looked troubled lah lolx...so..yea... hope shes feeling better ^^ after drinking...
rofl i 4got the bottle was in my bag wheni reached home so.. i took a pic of it ba =]

so we went home wif cykicks car woor~ =x so gd free ride home xD..
den ah when cykick was driving lol dam funny how can a person drive den keep asking questions 4 direction... den don look at the SIGNS 4 direction or for where u haf 2 drive LOL xD...den snake beside him like a guilde liddat la...den keep scolding him because he don look at the signs and donno the way oso LOL =X

rofl den we talk quite alot stuff while we were in the car bah... snake: where got chinese ppl don listen or speak chinese 1... u go find 1 ang moh who don speak english lah LOL because cykick don listen 2chinese =x n doesnt speaks chinese oso

den the 2 whole ride was laughter la... i cannot recall ah... but... shi was really scarry wor... shes like wa can faint anytime wor her look ... so we all was quite worried 4 her oso lahx.... den safe ride home ...AND IM not drunk im ok ...because the drink wasnt strong enough 4 me wahaha =X im 2 gd xD..but i wanted 2 drank more la...but got my limits ;].... nice outing oso xD... shi hope ur feeling better o..~ AND jie don get angry wif me =x

and lastly i always post xD but abit different 2day =x
i love you dear
~ never ending love ~

boring day

2006-12-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

omg im so tired 2day.... i only slept for like 4hours....i slept at 6am dis morning....(don tell u why only 2 person know) =p .... den my dear called me at 10.30 liddat... woke me up... sry i missed about 2-3 calls when u tried 2 contact me....den im suppose 2 meetup some of my audi frens la... cause i told dem i going le... i dowan like last minute backout ma...so... i went 2 shower...n get prepared...so arnd 12+++ cannot remember la.. i ask my dad fetch me go serangoon mrt... den i from dere take 2 doby ghault

so ah i was late la...but dey didnt mind because dey in bunk liao playing... donno y dey wan go so early.....den ok i went in... playplay like 1 hour nia... ok... den we decided 2 go eat pizza ok lor... den ah... we leave bunk dat time.... WA LAO... u know la , i walk quite slow 1... dey walk faster den me ma... so dey ahead of me hor... like don care me liddat ~____~;; zzzz ok.... i jus keep quiet... because i was quite seh... 4++ hours rest nia...ok in pizza hut le...

i ordered hawaiin student meal... i nvr eat student meal before ma... den in the end.. it comeout like... ZZZ SO SMALL PAN OMG..(faint) 4 piece nia... but i got eat abit before i left my home lah...heng sia...den when eating half way.... got 1 more of deir classmate coming... so total got 3 person...+ me 4....n im the like only guy dere la ~_~.... ok so i ate finish faster den the 2...donno how dey eat oso la... mus cut the pizza n eat... den another 1 eat the beef spagette DAM SLOw oso den i was over dere watching dem -___________________-;;;; omg zzz

ok den the fren come le...we pass her money... 2 catch a movie la... den ah....dey wanna watch OPEN SEASON... i didnt know wat movie is dat untill i went up... n saw

DEN WHEN I SAW AH... in my head WTF KIDS SHOW OMFG i wasted my money... i shud haf went home T.T hrrrr summore im abit outcasted =[[[....

but nvm la zzz so...ok lor we went 2 watch lor... but lucky the movie wasnt so bad la... i tot was really kiddish =X aahahaha... den when the movie ended...

dey went 2 mosburger go eat eat snack la... like frice n wadever drink la... den i over dere... really nth 2 talk la cause i don really know dem... den it was so damdam boring 4 me la zzzz....den in the end keep deciding where 2 go ... 1 say go bunk 1 say go home... den we walk halfway stare at each other... den WHEN DEY walk ah im always behind =/ ...bla wadever....so in the end 2 went home... den i went bunk wif 1 of dem for 1 hour+ den it was like 7pm arnd dere le... den we go home lor....

we took the same mrt la...den ah... we oso still both shuddup... really like no comments la... -_- cause i don really know her... SO the whole ride... we were like jus... look left look right n nvr talk at all .... dat is so..WA SIAN LA

o ya and i wanna mention dat ah... plaza sing the toilet ah... for (MALE) AH the cubical la... (for dose who donno) guys urinater tingy cube =X LOL

is like u wanna urine dere... is showing off ur.... LOL...is really like wth lor nth 2 cover... besides ur hand... N WHO WOULD USE HAND 2 COVER LOL =XXXX so bad ting about the guys toilet xD

reach mrt le dat time....start 2 dream of my dear le xD.... so i tried calling her ba...den aiya... suay the mama pickup the fone.. i pheobia wif her parents LOL... scared dey know =X ahaha... but most likely her parents will say she not home de la guy calls.. so... i might as well jus hangup right...

haix so.... sad la... 2day is like a day i throw away my time.... boring day... n tiring day ~_~ haix...

lastly

dear i hope i can see u for 1 more last time before u leave sg at 10 dec hor...because i can die without seeing u about like till sch reopen?

love you dear~

2006-12-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

wa sian 2day 5 hours sleep nia...den dear.. tot u wanna callme n disturb me arnd 4am.....aha!!!! u nvr =x....so.. i wokeup at 7.30aM! go brush teeth den washup get rdy 2 get out la... den i at home... warmup 1 round... den i leave the house eating 1 cheese bread n drank orange juicy @_@...den i left take mrt go doby ghault meet jiejie =D den we were over dere looking at all the ppl arnd.... when we reach pcbunk like... o.o ei like 25ppl dere nia... rofl.... den i keep telling myself aiya no worries can win 1 xD hohoho....mus b abit motivated ma....den when pcbunk open at 9 dat time o ya 4got 2 say i reached dere 8.45 =X .....den we queue up 2 collect our participate number and GOODY BAG U KNOW WATS INSIDE I SHOW U =_=

and ah i 4got 2 say i throw away a stupid packet drink dey put inside
wth are dey tinking -_-lol i was expecting like someting more cool inside like... dog tags or accesories sad case...

den ah we waiting that time hah..... u know how many ppl anot i show u

see not alot ppl right behind like got... 10 more ppl nia... when i was dere like 80 ppl dere nia lol....den in the end dey call the different category
stiffy,novice,(FREEDOM) mememe,and experts .. they are higher den freedom

so ah when dey call the freedoms out ah... u see how many ppl

quite less ppl lor u see lol... about 16+++ la donno...lazy count den ah take number...my number EX bball jersey number 12 wor xD.... den my jie NUMBER 01 LOL =X ok den after take number le... can use the coms 4 warmup ronuds.... so ah... my 1st round i play ON SPOT perfect x8 WOOT LOL den warmup another few 4 rounds all 300k score... den i was abit rdy le... den i went 2 take a rest watch my jie warmup

DEN ANNOUNCMENT TOURNY STARTING SOON
wohohoho den ah freedoms got 3 rooms oni 2 will b up 2 the nxt lvl 2 ONLY LEH ... stiffy and others 3 person... den ok 1st round... i 1st WAHA =D

den 2nd round all the winners will b put 2 dis room

so.... 1 by 1 will be eliminated till the last 3.... den the last 3 will compete.... I ALMOST LOST MY PLACE to LAST 3 HENG SIA..Because is DAM COLD DERE LEH WA LAO... my hand freezing like mad..and playing dat time damdam nervous.. is like cannot focus de lor..is v hard 2 play properly because hart beat v fast... den got 1 round... stoned and miss all my lvl 9 moves lucky i FM NVR GONE AH... den i was saved heng...THX HUI SAN 4 SLAPPING MY hand till red because it was dam numb till i cant feel anything...
after slapping it got better wor xD tyty.... den ah..... I WASTED my 1st PLACE FUCK jus because i miss a FM MOVE DEN NO MOre 1 place SHIT man wa laox... but nvm i got 3rd place =]

bleah cerfiticate -_-; 3rd place Y NOT TROPHY T.T hrrrrr......btw the HEEEE SMILE =D AHAHAHAHA lol

Lemme zoom in 4 u 2 see wats on the cerfiticate =X

SEREIRERPHIS 3rd PLACE AHAHA =D FREEDOMER ROX =DDDD

den ty the 3 sisters, dodo,jie 4 cheering me =D ahahaha xD and eugene,kelv 4 coming =p den after the tournament we went 2 eat KFC ooo~~ sad la i nvr take pic lol.... den after dat we went bak bunk go play again.... den sry dear... i didnt hear ur call ... v sry.... but luckily i picktup ur 3rd call... =].... den during bunking.... snake came -_-;... den he v dao la lol his beatup is waw... proedness -_- but no comments la wad u expect from at lvl 24 amateur dancer trying 2 show off =X lol

den after bunking we went out 4 dinner WOOT RAMEN YES =D SO DELICIOUS i enjoyed sia i eat dam freaking big bowl

=.= 2 palms of ramen stuff inside dis big bowl.. looks small here =_= walaox
but it was really good ahahaha but $13 @_@ RAWR!!!!

den after dat we want 2 go 2 suntec... by WALKING... so we walk 2 the 7/11 dere (WIF SNAKE) DEN WTF I SAW dat dat... *dose drinks* oh shit.... den i keep telling myself fuck better not buy noway im gonna buy dat... i promised my dear i'll nvr drink rawr!!!

nvm drink milk drink milk

4got 2 mention about snakes handphone LOL....he dat day v sad going home from camp.... den he took his phone SLAM IT ON THE FLOOR *road* KICK it den it slide..sound effect:kkrrrrr))))the phone cover everything all flyout ... den 2day at the ramen shop he use his phone halfway calling ki NO SOUND ROFL ... suddenly blackout... den he smack his fone on the table shake it....den he tried 2 feed a cabbage 2 his fone using chopstick LOL or wad i 4got la

o ya as i was saying we went 2 7/11 den ah halfway.... the 3sister stop... we nida go le LOL.. SIAN den snake dam du lan =X den i wanted 2 follow dem la because i don mind staying v late ma.... but Rofl nobody pei me go home.. so i fOLLow the sisters home also xDDDD ahahaha

and LAST BUT NOT LEAST

well dis is my reward =] AND ah i got 1 more prepaid card 4 free leh LUCKY DRAW AHAHA SO LUCKY LOR call my signup dat time the number 116 WOOT DEN TIO AHAHA xD..sian la i nvr tio the dog tag or audition cap.. is v nice leh... aiya nvm ppcard nice enough le xD.... den ah.. i wonder where is my 1 more coupon leh wth... nvm some other time i go bunk ask dem suppose2 have 2 coupon

u see ah my fren wanted 2 take a picture of me taking my prize la... den ah he aim zunzun press liao den ah... it was flash on... flash on the picture taking will b slower.. so HE PRESSED WHen i take ... and dis wad happens... i walk off liao

LOL KELV u ah =_=;.... u ask me post dis de rofl =D

1 more last ting

i love you dear ^^; <3

2006-12-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

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2day 1st ting wakeup wa lao... start 2 tink of u le...really hao xiang ni~~ ...den i went down stairs... on my com *usually do everyday la lol* den practise audition ba.... must prepare for tournament sia zzz rawr~~den after dat i went 2 eat.... den i on maple n go train la... train untill i start 2 tink of u again... den wa lao bueh tahan liao...i train 4%... den i jus smack my keyboard off maple...go shower....den i ask my jie company me because go 2 her place abit far ma... so i ask her call me.. *thx jie * =]....den when i reached dere.... i called her =].... finally ... I CAN SEE YOU ^^l i LOVE you dear =D....

ahaha den when reach home dat time.... woho i drank pink dolphin White grape flavour~=X nice 2 drink wor.... den was on the fone wif kelv n jie rofl... dey wanted 2 dota.... den dota lor... in the end the game abit sian LOST SIA...wif *AI* computer wa piang.... sad case because kelv play halfway dc zzzzzzzz.... ahaha den haiya.... i haf 2 wakeup early leh.. sianed my tournament starts at 9am wth.... mus set alarm at 7.30 den mus warmup abit den go 4 tournament -_________- rawr~~~

love you dear

~~=] benben

pass 3 days of moments

2006-11-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

starting 2 blog le ^^;.... well i keep deciding not 2 make a blog because i like 2 type alot gaw stuff ba....scared affect ppl from reading how i felt when im hurt or something liddat.... but nvm ba... ^^; hope u all will uds how my lifes goes... as i live on =D....although i like death stuff and especially (BLOOD) @_@... lol nobody likes it ba well xD.... bare wif it.... because im very into dis stuff ba...

btw 2day haix... sianed...whole day no mood... all i can tink is u.... missing u is all i can feel now since i might not be seeing u for dis whole december soon le... =[....sigh i miss you....

well i sit down whole day... pia com play maple.... brain dead dreaming about u only.... playplayplay maple oso donno wad i pressing la... i priest ma... press heal n jump nia... simple job... sigh stoned whole day la.... i jus hope dat i could see u again when u haf the time before u leave singapore ba....

ytd sad la... i wanted 2 go n find u 1 xD... hao xiang ni~~~den i try waiting 4 ur call till 4pm den i still tot u were in sch... den i decided 2 go out wif my jie... because got audition tournament coming at 2nd december...so i went wif her to doby ghault =].... but i reached dere 2early... and waited for another 30mins... before she come... while i was waiting hor.. wa lao dis 2guys ask me.." can i spend 5-10mins of ur time... U WAIting for fren right ... aiya wadever shit he say la" den... i was like -_-; wtf u wan... he ask me go join donno wad bball tournament la....

den i over dere like +_+ wa lao id0wan i d0wan... but i not so rude la... i jus say i see 1st... den he ask me GIMME ur contact number...den i was abit angry liao ba... but i jus say... privacy... u gimme urs i call u when igoing... den heng sia.. he pass me some paper tingy about wad he trying 2 preview 2me la... in the end when my jie come... I THREW IT AWAY =DDDDD

when we reach bunk....saw shuling =DD lol... don dare go kajiao her lol... den we signup for the tournament FREEDOM TOURNY!!!
1st PRIZE 5 PRepaid card 20k den, 3 hours free dere
2nd prize 3 prepaid card 15kden, 3 hour free dere
3rd prize 2prepaid card 10kden, 3 hour free dere

but mus pay $10 4 signup....

my nick Sereirerphis,,, lvl 15

den we went 2 play audition 4awhile dere ...but in the end we stop playing dat time was about 2hours liao zzzzz
den i see my jie like abit no money la...=X lol... den i decided 2 treat her ^^; because she helped me in maple by lending me 10million mesos

after we paid... den we stood dere watch a few pros playing audition... dey siao 1 la... 8k CHANCE 130BPM+++ o.o;;; insane... backup and amateur dancers ba.. i no comments... den after dat ... my jie friend came 2join us ^^ 1st time meet her....

den we go eat yoshi~~~~teriyaki chicken =]my fav lol..... den when i gonna carry my food dat time...my HAND SHIVERING WOR...den dey were like OMGOMG DON DROP I CARRY 4 U PUT DOWN PUT DOWN...i over dere -_-;;; i can la wa laox lol.... because the day before i went 2 the beach wif my buddies n dear ^^;...den we went 2 play boiling oso la...den i carry 11KG BALL WA lAO LOL.... now my finger abit sot... but i really love the romantic sun set ba...
before we left the beach.... my clothing everything all wet u know.... sux right...
. den my pants (inside =X) wet sia.... den half naked summore AT NIGHT SUMMORE... freezing like wtf la >..<..... o ya 4got 2 say... got bbq... the food hor wa lao.... the beehoon and all he food ah... we left for 4 hours in the air nvr bbq because got rain.... den when we try eating dat time abit spoil
ONLY dose mus put in the fire n bbq de den quite nice... but i oni eat hot dog la (penis) =X den still v hungry.....and ah... not much ppl went to the bbq la -.-....hanee and her gang... li juan...ryan.... warren... my dear...rozainey...haiqal..hafiz 2n1)) and yasin... not much ppl ba... in the end the outing quite a failure...because leon,zi huang, abraham, kavesh all haf 2go home so early... we started our bbq at 7 dey go home at 4 or 5 4got....sian right

after the food hor... we nida go le.. we d0wan stay...because me n ryan super freezing dere la.... den we decided 2 go off.... den li juan and my dear went 2 parkway 2 go repair her fone, dono how her fone spoil oso... den me n ryan go 2 warren house go faster dry up 1st den meet up wif the gals.... when me ,ryan , warren walking bak ah... wa lao we carrying so many tings sia.... our hand fully loaded

+ somEMORE ME N RYAN bare foot how 2 spell ah...donno wad FOOT LaH .... we walk from BBQ PIT 44 to warren house leh wth.... but lucky not alot of cuts on our legs ba... jus numb....den we dry up ourselves using hair dryer den we faster zao go meet the gals.....

but sad case ah.. the HALO shop close when dey reached dere.... den when we meet up dat time... all super wet la... d0wan stayn slack le.. all v tired wan go home... den well all go home lor ^^;.....

but me n ryan decided 2 go nearby our home eat something la.... EAT SAUSAGE nia leh how can full... den we 2nd round buy western food >=D eat untill ok ba... den we take 158 go home n do wadever we wan le =]

btw as i was saying... i was at yoshi... eating... after dat... my jie and her fren wanna go self shopping... dey afraid when dey shopping dat time dey will pang seh me so dey ask me go home take a rest or someting.... den i go home lor=/

den i when i reach serangoon mrt....i decided 2 haf some relaxing time 4 myself.... i went 2 get a DRINK .... wanted 2 buy vodka la.. but i promised my dear.... i'll quit drinking.... so... i went 2 get a bottle of pepsi walk arnd my hometown area.... awaiting 4 her call .... den i slack arnd la.... wif alone... donno y oso.... feel like i wanna b alone (privacy).... den i waited 4 1.30hours leh... i didnt realise lor when i reach home.... =].... i abit siao la i know lol.. wait 4 1.30hours..

well dats all i wanna post4 now

love you dear

2006-09-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

hehe welcome 2 silent scent of frostness ;] .... benben's new blog =D